If you have people in your life, then if you go then of course you will be missed, just as you would miss them. Noone can say if its a right or wrong thing to do, because only the individual is suffering. I know years ago when I was suicidal before i didn't go ahead with it, because I had my mum and dad and couldn't bare to leave them (only people in my life who truly loved and cared for me) gradually they helped me out my depression/break down. I lost mum 7 years ago and since then dad and i have been one anothers rock I wanted to die when she died but kept going with my dad. I am now devastated as just before Christmas he passed and I am totally alone.
I dont wish to be here anymore as the agony and emptiness is incredible, plus have been chronically ill with many things for many years and not got good quality of life. I have yet to do it as although I want to be with my parents again, the only people who cared about me, (rest my family dont care and never have), two things stop me, not knowing if you take your life do you end up in peace and spirit world and secondly I am scared, scared to even know how to do it safely, the most pain free and best way. Even when I think I have the method in my head, something pulls me back.
Mum always told me where there is life there is hope, and that is true yet she also told me that she would understand if I ever did take my life, as she didn't wish for me to suffer. For a mother to say that, shows such an amount of love for her child. She loved me so much as did dad. I have nothing now, a couple of friends, but they have their own lives so not sure how much an impact would have. Although I do know that CTB has a lot more impact on people than we think or realize.
Dont be alone Beachgirl in this, in how you feel and as for feeling scared, I got your hand, cos I am scared too. xx