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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
Hello all. I am new here and have been suffering from akathisia for awhile, but had a normal life at one point and wanted to live. Anyways now that N I no longer available, I am only comfortable with overdosing on opiates, as I am an ex opiate addict and have overdosed before on accident and it was extremely pleasant just felt euphoric and happy and then fell asleep and then woke up in an ambulance. It is extremely easy to overdose if you know your tolerance. Anyways, if I do not recover within a year,my plan is to take roughly 30 time released OxyContin 80mg tablets. The
lethal dose of OxyContin is 80mg so my theory is that by the time I reach a point where my body wants to throw up the pills will be too far digested to puke them up. If I fast then by 30 minutes after eating I will begin overdosing and the pills will continue to release even higher amounts and there is no way my body will throw them up. There is almost no chance I will end up with brain damage because the continuous release will ensure that I am receiving levels in my bloodstream to keep me dying. These pills are readily available on the dark web for about $25 a pill. This is the most peaceful way available as street heroin and even street fentanyl are too tampered with and there is no way to measure the dose. Not to mention you can pass out mid injection and then come back after you overdose or get brain damage. What are your thoughts?
 
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releasespieces

Poles are shifting, death is looming
Jun 26, 2022
286
I don't know much about opiates, but is it really necessary to take that many? 80mg is lethal, yet you said 30 80mg time release… seems excessive.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,276
30 seems like a lot, don't know what the side effects of taking that many could be, other than obviously death most likely.
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I have taken oxycontin for anxiety crisis and that is what helped me the most but i have no idea if this could cause death but it would be interesting to look into it.
 
MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
If this is the method you're most comfortable with then sounds like it could be worth a try, you seem to have everything considered and figured out.
30 x 80mg could be overkill, but if you're not worried about vomiting and you already know how a high dose of this drug will affect you, then I don't think there's much we can really comment on. My only concern would be you being found, especially with delayed release, but I assume you've considered that already?
I have taken oxycontin for anxiety crisis and that is what helped me the most but i have no idea if this could cause death but it would be interesting to look into it.
It can, but see this post
 
fastFWD

fastFWD

running out of time...
Feb 12, 2019
151
it'll def work. i can't imagine taking 30 of those at once damn!!! i used to know a few guys that loved these; they'd take them with grapefruit juice. i'd say 10-15 would prob do it for me with my low tolerance now.
 
almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
I tried overdosing with oxys before. Took about 30 20mg pills, but was later found and given narcan. Mixing with benzos and alcohol increases a chance of OD
 
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nopointinlife

Student
Mar 11, 2022
111
Wow, 80mg Oxy's are like unicorns these days. Any tips on how to get them?
 
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tilly17

Member
Dec 23, 2022
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Hello all. I am new here and have been suffering from akathisia for awhile, but had a normal life at one point and wanted to live. Anyways now that N I no longer available, I am only comfortable with overdosing on opiates, as I am an ex opiate addict and have overdosed before on accident and it was extremely pleasant just felt euphoric and happy and then fell asleep and then woke up in an ambulance. It is extremely easy to overdose if you know your tolerance. Anyways, if I do not recover within a year,my plan is to take roughly 30 time released OxyContin 80mg tablets. The
lethal dose of OxyContin is 80mg so my theory is that by the time I reach a point where my body wants to throw up the pills will be too far digested to puke them up. If I fast then by 30 minutes after eating I will begin overdosing and the pills will continue to release even higher amounts and there is no way my body will throw them up. There is almost no chance I will end up with brain damage because the continuous release will ensure that I am receiving levels in my bloodstream to keep me dying. These pills are readily available on the dark web for about $25 a pill. This is the most peaceful way available as street heroin and even street fentanyl are too tampered with and there is no way to measure the dose. Not to mention you can pass out mid injection and then come back after you overdose or get brain damage. What are your thoughts?
Only 3% of people are successful with pills. I tried twice being naive and so confident I was going to die that way and failed big time. All I got was about 6 days of non stop
Sleep and severe liver damage . I took probably 5 times more than you listed along with benzodiazepines, sleeping pills, Amd
Still survived. I go
To a pain clinic amd have seen the results of dailies overdoses with severe brain damage due toHypoxia amd let me tell you life that way is much much worse . I'd strongly recommend researching more as I've seen the other side and failed song with so many others. Unless it's laced with fentanyl you'll likely survive as the body is freaking resilient!!
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
Only 3% of people are successful with pills. I tried twice being naive and so confident I was going to die that way and failed big time. All I got was about 6 days of non stop
Sleep and severe liver damage . I took probably 5 times more than you listed along with benzodiazepines, sleeping pills, Amd
Still survived. I go
To a pain clinic amd have seen the results of dailies overdoses with severe brain damage due toHypoxia amd let me tell you life that way is much much worse . I'd strongly recommend researching more as I've seen the other side and failed song with so many others. Unless it's laced with fentanyl you'll likely survive as the body is freaking resilient!!
What exactly did you take?
 
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myownpetvirus

21st Century Lobotomy
Dec 29, 2022
230
Wow, 80mg Oxy's are like unicorns these days. Any tips on how to get them?
On various darknet markets they are readily available from multiple vendors
I don't know much about opiates, but is it really necessary to take that many? 80mg is lethal, yet you said 30 80mg time release… seems excessive.
I have previous high tolerance and just want to be sure
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
It's nice to read threads like this about opiate overdose. It seems to me that this method is even better than N on the scale of peacefulness, as it gives an extra point for the narcotic effect. Strange post above about 3% success on overdose, and it's very strange that a person didn't die within 6 days. Maybe opiates act differently on us, for some it's an easy death, for some it's not. It seems to me that these may be prolifers, since there are a lot of posts about peaceful overdose. Personally, I tried morphine, it did not cause me euphoria, I just wanted to sleep a lot
 
Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
It's nice to read threads like this about opiate overdose. It seems to me that this method is even better than N on the scale of peacefulness, as it gives an extra point for the narcotic effect. Strange post above about 3% success on overdose, and it's very strange that a person didn't die within 6 days. Maybe opiates act differently on us, for some it's an easy death, for some it's not. It seems to me that these may be prolifers, since there are a lot of posts about peaceful overdose. Personally, I tried morphine, it did not cause me euphoria, I just wanted to sleep a lot
Do you think maybe it's as low as 3% because it includes kids who try with otc's? That's a worryingly low number isn't it? Just looking at people in my life, that I've known, I've seen them work, even by accident. Dilaudid, which always seemed to me as a light-weight kind of candy, killed a friend. Turns out they're real easy to build tolerance to and od on. Pills are a viable option; they just have a bad rep here.
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
Do you think maybe it's as low as 3% because it includes kids who try with otc's? That's a worryingly low number isn't it? Just looking at people in my life, that I've known, I've seen them work, even by accident. Dilaudid, which always seemed to me as a light-weight kind of candy, killed a friend. Turns out they're real easy to build tolerance to and od on. Pills are a viable option; they just have a bad rep here.
He probably meant all drugs, not just opioids. The person who wrote the overdose guide here (like he caught a bus with phenobarbital) said that it's hard to kill yourself with an overdose except: opioids, barbiturates, sn, since other substances are not so effective (amitriptyline?, paracetamol, pregabalin, zopiclone, benzo only, antidepressants, neuroleptics). In addition to this, I can say that it is now harder to find opiates on the darknet, they are banned on several sites, as they are very deadly, and dealers need live buyers :/
 
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rackli77

Angel of Destruction
Jun 15, 2023
7
that it is now harder to find opiates on the darknet, they are banned on several sites
The only thing that has been banned in all the marketplaces is fentanyl, all the other opiates like H, Oxy etc can still be found on mostly every marketplace
 
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Eleanor

Member
Apr 15, 2020
20
80 mg is definitely not lethal. That's the maximum dose per day. I believe the book "Dignified Dying" advises to use 1,2 grams. It also says that you should grind up the pills into a powder and that an antiemetic must be used.

The book is written by Boudewijn Chabot, if you want to check it out. It's really informative and only discusses humane methods.
Only 3% of people are successful with pills. I tried twice being naive and so confident I was going to die that way and failed big time. All I got was about 6 days of non stop
Sleep and severe liver damage . I took probably 5 times more than you listed along with benzodiazepines, sleeping pills, Amd
Still survived. I go
To a pain clinic amd have seen the results of dailies overdoses with severe brain damage due toHypoxia amd let me tell you life that way is much much worse . I'd strongly recommend researching more as I've seen the other side and failed song with so many others. Unless it's laced with fentanyl you'll likely survive as the body is freaking resilient!!
Can I ask how much you took?
 
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Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
80 mg is definitely not lethal. That's the maximum dose per day. I believe the book "Dignified Dying" advises to use 1,2 grams. It also says that you should grind up the pills into a powder and that an antiemetic must be used.

The book is written by Boudewijn Chabot, if you want to check it out. It's really informative and only discusses humane methods.

Can I ask how much you took?
maybe he's a prolifer... thanks for suggesting the book, does it talk about mixing alcohol and benzodiazepines with opiates? Or would it lead to vomiting?
 
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Eleanor

Member
Apr 15, 2020
20
maybe he's a prolifer... thanks for suggesting the book, does it talk about mixing alcohol and benzodiazepines with opiates? Or would it lead to vomiting?

Yes, according to the book you have to take oxy, a long working benzodiazepine (in the book they mention diazepam) and antiemetics. The latter should prevent vomiting. I don't believe Chabot mentions alcohol.
 

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