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myownpetvirus
21st Century Lobotomy
- Dec 29, 2022
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Hello all. I am new here and have been suffering from akathisia for awhile, but had a normal life at one point and wanted to live. Anyways now that N I no longer available, I am only comfortable with overdosing on opiates, as I am an ex opiate addict and have overdosed before on accident and it was extremely pleasant just felt euphoric and happy and then fell asleep and then woke up in an ambulance. It is extremely easy to overdose if you know your tolerance. Anyways, if I do not recover within a year,my plan is to take roughly 30 time released OxyContin 80mg tablets. The
lethal dose of OxyContin is 80mg so my theory is that by the time I reach a point where my body wants to throw up the pills will be too far digested to puke them up. If I fast then by 30 minutes after eating I will begin overdosing and the pills will continue to release even higher amounts and there is no way my body will throw them up. There is almost no chance I will end up with brain damage because the continuous release will ensure that I am receiving levels in my bloodstream to keep me dying. These pills are readily available on the dark web for about $25 a pill. This is the most peaceful way available as street heroin and even street fentanyl are too tampered with and there is no way to measure the dose. Not to mention you can pass out mid injection and then come back after you overdose or get brain damage. What are your thoughts?
lethal dose of OxyContin is 80mg so my theory is that by the time I reach a point where my body wants to throw up the pills will be too far digested to puke them up. If I fast then by 30 minutes after eating I will begin overdosing and the pills will continue to release even higher amounts and there is no way my body will throw them up. There is almost no chance I will end up with brain damage because the continuous release will ensure that I am receiving levels in my bloodstream to keep me dying. These pills are readily available on the dark web for about $25 a pill. This is the most peaceful way available as street heroin and even street fentanyl are too tampered with and there is no way to measure the dose. Not to mention you can pass out mid injection and then come back after you overdose or get brain damage. What are your thoughts?