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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

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Nov 6, 2025
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Are there legit SN sources other than DSL/DMC that ship to North America? I still haven't been able to find DSL despite searching in Ukraine using Yandex and I'm afraid of getting scammed as I don't have a lot of loose change to spare on this. If I can't get SN I'll likely have to jump from 700 feet which, obviously, isn't the ideal method. So any help would be appreciated.
 
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braintorture

braintorture

2007 - 2025
Oct 19, 2025
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You should check out dark web markets (go through tor.taxi). Maybe you have a better shot at having a reliable source.
 
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You should check out dark web markets (go through tor.taxi). Maybe you have a better shot at having a reliable source.
I appreciate the suggestion. I've considered going on the dark web but I know virtually nothing about safely navigating it— do you have any tips or possible sources to help get me started?

Ty for the reply btw, I feel like a total idiot for not being able to locate this SN source everybody else ostensibly has little trouble finding.
 
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braintorture

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Oct 19, 2025
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Use a VPN, Tor and simply browse the tor taxi website to land to one of the markets.
You might need to verify you're not a bot and that's okay.

For payments you'll need cryptocurrency - mainly XMR (monero) so you'll have to find a way to swap your money for that crypto.

You'll also need a PGP signature for signing and encrypting your messages with the people selling.

I can't get fully into details about everything yet but it should be relatively easy and straightforward and you can find some guides and tutorials online.

Good luck and cheers mate
 
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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

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Use a VPN, Tor and simply browse the tor taxi website to land to one of the markets.
You might need to verify you're not a bot and that's okay.

For payments you'll need cryptocurrency - mainly XMR (monero) so you'll have to find a way to swap your money for that crypto.

You'll also need a PGP signature for signing and encrypting your messages with the people selling.

I can't get fully into details about everything yet but it should be relatively easy and straightforward and you can find some guides and tutorials online.

Good luck and cheers mate
Thanks for all the tips!
 
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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

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I found a seller on the darkweb, the sn was super overpriced but they have nothing but good reviews and they're verified.
That's great. Would it be alright if you sent me the source as well in DMs? I understand if not but I'm pretty scared of being scammed.
 
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notnotnock

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Nov 30, 2025
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You should check out dark web markets (go through tor.taxi). Maybe you have a better shot at having a reliable source.
What is the "dark web" exactly?
I can't find any information.
 
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angrybakunawa

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Nov 21, 2025
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I'm jealous of everyone being able to freely buy one. In the UK it looks like you trigger a welfare check if they know you're buying SN. :(
 
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natori

natori

Que Sera, Sera—Whatever Will Be, Will Be.
Nov 26, 2025
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Use a VPN, Tor and simply browse the tor taxi website to land to one of the markets.

Never use a VPN with tor, it doesn't make you more private or secure. Not only do you need to trust that the VPN with not logging your data, but also it could potentially weaken your privacy and anonymity if the VPN has weak security. If you need to hide your tor traffic from your ISP (Internet Service Provider) then use tor bridges.

Read more info about good opsec practices here: https://opsecbible.com/category/opsecbible-guide-2025-resources/

A good video about it too:
 
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Nov 19, 2025
118
Sure of course, I think it's legit
Would you be willing to message me, too, unless you think it could harm anyone else's access to it (especially OP's)?
 
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Oct 28, 2025
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I also found that link for SN on a market found via taxi (honestly it's easy to find it). To me anyway, it looks a little too good to be true... the price is solid (it's around 80e/100g plus postage), but the reviews are all sparkling and there are lots of them. I'm not sure if the people buying SN on a darkweb marketplace are the kind of people to leave glowing reviews... I know I wouldn't! Also, interestingly, SN is the sole product sold by this seller.

Someone did write that they were going to test him out in another thread but I think they deleted their post. I think it just needs someone here with a good solid rep - and who has a reliable way to actually receive the SN - to bite the bullet and put an order in.
 
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hardlife321

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Dec 6, 2025
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if you would be willing to message me as well i would appreciate it. i have been looking at a few market places on the dark web and can't find sn. i'm wondering about an overdose on 80mg oxycodone i've found.
 
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thefarter

thefarter

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Dec 10, 2025
126
omg can you pls mssg me too.. 👉👈
 
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Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
It was so good that I am getting more in case I'm not the only one at the bus stop.
 
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Adrift

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Dec 10, 2025
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It was so good that I am getting more in case I'm not the only one at the bus stop.
Did you use a darknet source or smth else? Would really love a PM if youre ok with sharing more ^_^
 
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Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
Did you use a darknet source or smth else? Would really love a PM if youre ok with sharing more ^_^
The only SN findable via tor dot taxi
 
Concorde

Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
The stuff on DH? If true its would be really good to know that the DW source is legit, have you tested it? Would you be willing to make a post and give any hints or at least let people know if you tested it? Thank you
Idk how to test it without dying
 
Concorde

Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
IMG 4662 But did I even buy the right test?
 
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Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
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This is the product pictured https://amazon.com/dp/B00R3EQFDM

The instructions say place in distilled water for 1 second and keep it dripping. After that straight into the packet for 30 seconds. Idk.
 
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Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
Yeah I swear to god I'm sorry.

And for the second time in my life I tried to withdraw my own blood and I failed. I just… I'm so squeamish and… sorry. Maybe next time I get one of my bloody noses. They're colossal.

But I'm not the guy to make the blood test happen.
 
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Sphene

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Nov 29, 2025
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Yeah I swear to god I'm sorry.

And for the second time in my life I tried to withdraw my own blood and I failed. I just… I'm so squeamish and… sorry. Maybe next time I get one of my bloody noses. They're colossal.

But I'm not the guy to make the blood test happen.
Hey, don't feel bad. So stupid having to go through this whole process just to get a decent escape. I keep cutting myself on accident - I'm sure I'll be able to do it if it gets through customs. No idea when it'll get here though as I cheaped out on the shipping 😅
 
Concorde

Concorde

𝚛𝚖 -𝚛𝚏 $𝚄𝚂𝙴𝚁
Nov 19, 2025
118
Hey, don't feel bad. So stupid having to go through this whole process just to get a decent escape. I keep cutting myself on accident - I'm sure I'll be able to do it if it gets through customs. No idea when it'll get here though as I cheaped out on the shipping 😅
Thank you. I appreciate the kindness.

Some dust on my fingers. And my table. It was salty. But not like table salt. I'm crossing my fingers.

(I'm waiting till at least I tell my partner in person and probably longer but fuuuuuuck. I just wanna dose up right fucking now. Playing with the keys to my freedom is so seductive.)
 
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dorko

dorko

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Dec 26, 2025
10
I'm jealous of everyone being able to freely buy one. In the UK it looks like you trigger a welfare check if they know you're buying SN. :(
does something similar to welfare checks exist in other european countries like germany or something?
any experiences?
 

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