Alternative 'at home' methods

[heylightiforgot]

I have SN and antiemetics but for some reason am just not comfortable with it as a method. I think it's because the notion of swallowing something and not waking up again just unnerves me, not to mention the propensity to vomit, alert family etc .. Which makes no sense, but I think part of me is still reluctant to CTB and things like hanging present slightly more control over the experience.

Also SN can't be done impulsively. Is it overly idealistic to think I could easily hang myself with a belt, bedsheet, dog leash etc. having never tried before?

I mean the ocean is also 15 minutes away and I'm much too weak to swim so if I truly wanted to die I could dive in w/ a weighted backpack but all this is sadly easier said than done.

 

[gingerplum]

Belt or dog leash would definitely work, and there are multiple confimed stories of psych patients and prisoners hanging themselves with bed sheets.

I think you deserve much better than drowning with a weighted backpack.

 

[heylightiforgot]

Belt or dog leash would definitely work, and there are multiple confimed stories of psych patients and prisoners hanging themselves with bed sheets.

I think you deserve much better than drowning with a weighted backpack.

Biggest problem is our house is very flimsily constructed so not much to support my weight. I have a big window in my room that opens with a crank so thought I could wedge the belt or whatever in there then close it. But yeah no clue how to hang myself and my level of cognitive/physical dysfunction is making it seem daunting to investigate.

 

[heylightiforgot]

Does anyone have a good simple written/visual guide on exactly how to perform partial suspension with a belt etc?

 

[drake4871]

"Does anyone have a good simple written/visual guide on exactly how to perform partial suspension with a belt etc? "
Check the "list of resources" it has information on this (not sure if linking is allowed in these forums), also look into the night night method which is very similar

"https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/"
thanks DepressionsAHo

 

[DepressionsAHo]

"Does anyone have a good simple written/visual guide on exactly how to perform partial suspension with a belt etc? "
Check the "list of resources" it has information on this (not sure if linking is allowed in these forums), also look into the night night method which is very similar

Yes, linking is allowed. Just not things like A's email address and obvious stuff like that