Alone

[Labyrinth]

All I wanted most was to have someone. What I always wanted above all else was always the same: someone. This someone who was never with me. It's just me, as I always have been. If that had happened, how happy I would be.

I create mental theaters, I imagine talking when no one is there. So this is how things are? So this is how I'm going to die? Without ever holding my hands tenderly.

 

[Sulyya]

I really understand. Keep trying, at least a little bit

 

[Grimpoteuthis]

I really thought I enjoyed loneliness until I remembered how happier I was back then when I still had people to talk to regularly. Maybe someday we will all be free from this curse.

 

[Fakefriendhate_Maxx]

Loneliness makes me sick too and it's the main reason for beeing here.. If I weren't, I'm sure I wouldn't think about suicide that often. Can't change that, because last couple years I lived in a 'dream world'/a lie and now it's too late and I'm unable to break through.

 

[continuing]

I get you, loniless also has making me sad, what i try to do right now is focus on myself, right now i know my mind is not in the right spot.

 

[Labyrinth]

Loneliness makes me sick too and it's the main reason for beeing here.. If I weren't, I'm sure I wouldn't think about suicide that often. Can't change that, because last couple years I lived in a 'dream world'/a lie and now it's too late and I'm unable to break through.

Illusions keep us away from pain but prevent us from realizing our dreams. I am tired of deluding myself and I am ready to face the world as it presents itself to me.

 

[Aloneandinpain]

Loneliness wasn't so bad for me at all when I used to tell myself it was just temporary and that I'd find someone eventually. Now I've realised that's not true and the idea of this being permanent is unbearable.

 

[SuicidalMob]

I'm also pretty lonely so if you wanna talk Pm me . I really wanna talk to someone

 

[Labyrinth]

Loneliness wasn't so bad for me at all when I used to tell myself it was just temporary and that I'd find someone eventually. Now I've realised that's not true and the idea of this being permanent is unbearable.

I am always amazed at how much my inner heart is like yours. I really tell myself that my loneliness is temporary.

I am always amazed at how much my inner heart is like yours. I really tell myself that my loneliness is temporary.

I have nothing and no one to guide me except my own reason.

 

[Fakefriendhate_Maxx]

Illusions keep us away from pain but prevent us from realizing our dreams. I am tired of deluding myself and I am ready to face the world as it presents itself to me.

You are 100% right. Your statement is very true Luckily, I am in a better mental state right now and maybe I can tackle it.
The first step will be difficult though - it will be a difficult path in my case. With many setbacks

 

[emptyenvelopes]

Loneliness is, unfortunately, my constant companion too. I am here to talk to you or anyone who wants to connect and feel a little less lonely!

 

[frost_]

If you could all magically unblock the things that make you lonely, what would that be?

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

I've always been fine alone…. I don't know why. Maybe partly bc I was too ashamed of how I looked….. too many physical flaws…. I was too bothered by my appearance that didn't ever realized or cared that no guy ever liked me…. Then I met someone and it ended me realized I wasn't good enough. You're not alone feeling this way. I know it doesn't help knowing you're not alone…. But many of us in the same boat with little chance to be in relationships and experience true happiness. Assuming you're talking about romantic relationships
But try to stay hopeful. No one knows what the future holds for us.

 

[justanotherguy1]

I really thought I enjoyed loneliness until I remembered how happier I was back then when I still had people to talk to regularly. Maybe someday we will all be free from this curse.

Same man. i spend 95% of my free time along and got so used to it that I see it as normal everyday thing but recently i was in a mental hospital after a CBT attempt and talked to so many great people and it felt really good but now im all along again and cant find the strength to go and find someone.

 

[Aloneandinpain]

If you could all magically unblock the things that make you lonely, what would that be?

Chronic illness, introverted/shy, not attractive enough. Plus the constant failure is just so depressing and demoralising after a while.