phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
Very emotional night. Had enough of everything. Wrote down a suicide note, as best as I could with shaking hands and while crying. Got the belt around my neck and tried to do a partial suspension but because there wasn't enough planning and I wasn't thinking straight, it failed. I feel like an idiot. Better luck next time huh?
 
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pinkblanket55

pinkblanket55

Member
Mar 14, 2019
76
Sorry for your experience. Partial is difficult. It's common for it not to work. Take care xxx
 
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SearchForPeace

SearchForPeace

Soo much agony. Little reward. Give me Peace.
Apr 11, 2019
45
Never feel like an idiot. I'm sure when the time is right, you will find peace. I wish you the best of luck for what ever decision you make next.
 
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Roberto

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Jan 19, 2019
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Very emotional night. Had enough of everything. Wrote down a suicide note, as best as I could with shaking hands and while crying. Got the belt around my neck and tried to do a partial suspension but because there wasn't enough planning and I wasn't thinking straight, it failed. I feel like an idiot. Better luck next time huh?
Don't feel bad. it's not easy. Have a big hug!!!
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
No matter how easy some people make it look like all around the world,partial is a very mentally and disturbing hard way to leave this world,don´t feel bad about yourself
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
Thank you all, I think partial hanging isn't for me. Tried it a few times over the years and I cant seem to get it right. Im gonna look at other methods
 
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