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[aukguy]

I have my SN, Motilium and Ibuprofen. After many months of thinking and sitting on my SN due to lockdown, I'm now in a hotel back home and seriously considering taking my drink today. I know things arent really going to get better for me - I can pretend, and tnat my going will make things worse for others but this is best for everyone.

I know the regime and tasted a very salty drink - I know we shouldnt as its not the same as SN but it settled some nerves at the taste and the burning at the back of the throat.

Going to go out shortly to get some breakfast, likely my last meal as part of the 8hr fast.

Anyway, wish me luck and courage. It's not an easy thing - I'll leave behind a devastated family and hope that my daughters will remember me from the great times we had. I've written some notes for family to assure them that this is my decision and not a reflection of my love for them or what they mean to me.

I'll try and update later.

 

[InaccessibleHour]

I wish you the best no matter what happens

 

[Mgl91]

I wish you peace.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I have spoken to you for months and I know how long you have wanted to do this.

I hope everything goes to plan for you, I wish you the best of luck.

Sending you lots of strength. You have my number if you need anything.

Lots of love
❤

 

[aminend]

I wish u peaceful journey. Would u please keep us updated as much as possible

 

[bigdog]

Strong

 

[FriendofDeath]

If this is what you want, I hope it goes well and you experience the peace you seek. Sending love and light for whatever journey you find yourself on!

 

[Sinai Silence]

Best of luck. I hope it works out for you

 

[all_pointless]

Wish you peace of mind. Take care.

 

[Nymph]

I have my SN, Motilium and Ibuprofen. After many months of thinking and sitting on my SN due to lockdown, I'm now in a hotel back home and seriously considering taking my drink today. I know things arent really going to get better for me - I can pretend, and tnat my going will make things worse for others but this is best for everyone.

I know the regime and tasted a very salty drink - I know we shouldnt as its not the same as SN but it settled some nerves at the taste and the burning at the back of the throat.

Going to go out shortly to get some breakfast, likely my last meal as part of the 8hr fast.

Anyway, wish me luck and courage. It's not an easy thing - I'll leave behind a devastated family and hope that my daughters will remember me from the great times we had. I've written some notes for family to assure them that this is my decision and not a reflection of my love for them or what they mean to me.

I'll try and update later.

Good luck

 

[aukguy]

Thanks for the supportive notes. Not so to the member who PM'd me with "

I hope you die a painful death fucker.
Getting kids and then suicide. Fucking trash soul
"
I know my suicide will be hard for them but their extended family is strong and I pray they will support them.

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Woah you gotta report that Auk that sounds absolutely terrible, that's not okay at all

As before, I wish you peace and a smooth transition into whatever may lay beyond death.

 

[2nd Zed]

This drink is going to be the saltiest thing you have ever tasted. It will be rough, but it will be worth it, I'm sure. I hope your escape will be successful. Wish you all the best! <3

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Sounds like a small price to pay for salvation IMO

 

[Dima2]

I wish you luck

 

[Ulisses]

I wish luck and that everyone understands your decision, I know it is not easy, if you want to give up and let off steam we are here. that you find peace on your journey.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Hope you reported that person, what a thing to say, as if you haven't thought of all that.
❤

 

[Bauhaus]

I hope you die a painful death fucker.
Getting kids and then suicide. Fucking trash soul

You should report it so they can ban this asshole.

Hope you'll find everlasting peace.

 

[MeriDeath]

Godspeed, my prayers are with you.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Aukguy has CTB everyone.
I was talking to him until the end.
I will miss you, my friend.
❤

 

[InaccessibleHour]

I don't think he's gone yet, says he was last seen just over an hour ago? @MsMaudlin

EDIT: or were you with him in his last hours as the below poster suggests?

 

[overandout]

Aukguy has CTB everyone.
I was talking to him until the end.
I will miss you, my friend.
❤

Would you be happy to given an account of his symptoms before he passed away?
I'm glad you were there to comfort him in his last hours.
May he rest in peace

 

[MsMaudlin]

I don't think he's gone yet, says he was last seen just over an hour ago @MsMaudlin

I don't know then.I think he was last here over 2 hours ago.

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Were you with him in person? Or did you mean "talking with him until the end" as in just talking with him on here?

 

[MsMaudlin]

I don't think he's gone yet, says he was last seen just over an hour ago? @MsMaudlin

EDIT: or were you with him in his last hours as the below poster suggests?

We were messaging on WhatsApp

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Sending love your way. May you find the peace you seek and experience little to no pain. Safe travels, friend. x

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Did he confirm he took the SN and then stopped replying? Was this around 2 hours ago?

Just trying to figure out whether he's actually CTB or not.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Did he confirm he took the SN and then stopped replying? Was this around 2 hours ago?

Just trying to figure out whether he's actually CTB or not.

Yes, he took it at 21.32

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Must be a different time zone than where I live, so I can only assume that was a few hours ago with no reply.

Guess that means he is RIP then. I'm glad that he's found peace. (although differing doses of such and AEs and such might cause a failure so I guess we'll still have to wait and see, but there's a high likelihood he's gone)

although with all these recent SN suicides I really hope possession by the general public doesn't get banned soon.......

 

[MsMaudlin]

Must be a different time zone than where I live, so I can only assume that was a few hours ago with no reply.

Guess that means he is RIP then. I'm glad that he's found peace. (although differing doses of such and AEs and such might cause a failure so I guess we'll still have to wait and see, but there's a high likelihood he's gone)

although with all these recent SN suicides I really hope possession by the general public doesn't get banned soon.......

Yes, we are in the UK so a different time zone
❤