I’ll be alone on Christmas. Let’s all get wasted and have a SS party.
Sorry to hear that. Every Christmas i think of the poor, homeless and the lonely. I feel very bad for these people. I listen to war is over by John Lennon. The song reminds me while we in the west enjoy our Christmas people are suffering around the world due humanity selfishness. War is man made creation. It is great song.
I send you merry Christmas message in your pm on Christmas eve. Normally on Christmas eve i go to church and bed afterwards.
So sorry that you in such situation, I'm 24 years old and depressed too for 2 years, I'm suffering post schizophrenic depression, went through really bad things. I'm on therapy for a year, there are some results, but they are so insignificant that I dont know should I live, should I give life a chance. Dont want ctb, but living this way is hard at the same time.
Sorry to hear that. Sometimes i want to live then other times i want to die and other days i don't know .
It is fighting a war within your self
Sorry what is post schizophrenic depression? I never hear of it. I head of schizophrenia but not post schizophrenic depression.
What are you doing this Christmas?
Hope 2021 is kinder to you
23!!! You've got plenty of time to do stuff. Never never never compare yourself to whatever schmuck you used to know. People don't share all the garbage. They only share the good stuff, or what appears to be the good stuff. You can't trust that, and you'll probably never interact with most of those people again, so fuck all that.
Sometimes i feel like i am running out of time.
We live in a world if you are young and successful society elevates you. More and more we are exposed to youth success
•forbes under 30 list
• celebrity culture
•Young people getting elected in to office. In the UK the youngest MP is a 23 year old.
Seeing all this it is hard not feel like a failure. I feel like i have done nothing with my life.
It doesn't help meeting people you went to school with being successful and having stable lives. Last year I went to a church party and the people i went to school were also there. Hearing what they have done with their lives is another reminder i am a failure.
It makes me cry sometimes that i dont know to be an adult and i dont have my own income and live at home. It is just everything. Sometimes i just cry because i am not where i am supposed to be.
When i was young i thought i wouldn't be living with my parents in my 20s and i would be living in a different city and i would have a boyfriend.
I worry the older get the less men will find me attractive, men like younger women. I am not attractive like the girls on tv shows,magazines etc. There is so much competition for men especially in this shallow world that cares about looks. At this point i will settle for any man than be single.
I am a graduate on benefits ( welfare)
Growing up people who are on benefits the ones i knew where either a dropout or a teen mum.
In the UK being on benefits is associated with failure. Shows like Jeremy Kyle, Benefits street show people on welfare as failures in life
I know people have it worse than me
Every day i feel like my life is a failure