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Lolkillme
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- Apr 10, 2021
- 51
I told my dad and therapist I was going to throw it away. But I brought it inside from my mailbox instead. I want it to end. I'm just trying to find the inspiration to actually do it. Something inside me is telling me no. But it's a lie, I have nothing going for me. No future. No love. I give so much and get fucked over every time. As soon as my mind understands this, as soon as I work up the courage to cut myself off from the pain, it will be time.