Alive but dead

[whywere]

I will never figure out crappy humans ever. I am a older person, saying that only becasue I have seen alot through the years. Iam alive but ever day seening people back stabbing, greedy "everything is mine", I am so dead at night after a day of crappy humans. I have started my sn, have no idea why, I have no family, freinds, nobody at all. Darn covid 19 has messed up my plans of suicide and I have had adjustments made because of the covid 19. Thank you all for giving me the time and space to write this. This web site is the only place where I feel like I belong.