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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
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So since I can't seem to find any other method, I was thinking about giving myself alcohol poisoning.

I know it's not the most reliable method but people do die of it. I have a big birthday coming up at the end of the month and I have a friend from prison in Amsterdam. I was thinking I could spend the weekend with him partying for my birthday and use that as a pretence to get so plastered that I die.

This is only a rough plan atm and it would also involve me doing any drugs that come my way if I find any.

To be honest I haven't had a big night of drinking since 2021 and obviously I wasn't drinking for the 2ish years I was in prison so my tolerance has probably gone way down.

And if it works no one would even know it was a suicide. They would just think I was some idiot who got too wasted.

And if you're worried about the friend in all of this he is not a good person so I won't feel too bad.

It's just an idea I got in the shower but I'd be interested to hear people's thoughts. It's not a perfect plan by any means and even if I do everything exactly I have imagined it there is still a chance I will come out of that binge weekend alive. Any thoughts are appreciated.
 
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
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That sounds like you're most likely going to end up with a massive hangover and possibly in hospital. Usually if someone consumes too much alcohol, the body reacts by vomiting at some point.
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
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That sounds like you're most likely going to end up with a massive hangover and possibly in hospital. Usually if someone consumes too much alcohol, the body reacts by vomiting at some point.
Very true. Are there any ways around this? Or ways to absorb the alcohol too quickly for this to happen?
 
gasforme

gasforme

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Jan 9, 2026
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You'll most likely black out and lose consciousness but still be active with an awful night that you don't remember.
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
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You'll most likely black out and lose consciousness but still be active with an awful night that you don't remember.
Is there any way to get enough into my system before blacking out? I know in Ireland there is a very strong drink called poitín that was actually illegal until 1997. It's still made illegally and can be made anywhere from 60% to 90% but I have no idea where I could get my hands on that outside of Ireland. But would something like that give me a higher chance of success?
 
gasforme

gasforme

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Jan 9, 2026
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Is there any way to get enough into my system before blacking out? I know in Ireland there is a very strong drink called poitín that was actually illegal until 1997. It's still made illegally and can be made anywhere from 60% to 90% but I have no idea where I could get my hands on that outside of Ireland. But would something like that give me a higher chance of success?
I've had periods in my life where I drank enormous quantities of liquor just chugging it and I just woke up in with a massive hangover in a bed naked because I puked and pissed all over myself and they washed me down with a hose.

I think alcoholic death takes many sessions to weaken your body.
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
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I've had periods in my life where I drank enormous quantities of liquor just chugging it and I just woke up in with a massive hangover in a bed naked because I puked and pissed all over myself and they washed me down with a hose.

I think alcoholic death takes many sessions to weaken your body.
I've been looking up brands and apparently there's a brand in Europe called Spirytus which is roughly 95%. If I could get my hands on that and drank it fast enough that might do it. My friend probably wouldn't care enough to call an ambulance if I passed out. When I was in college I got alcohol poisoning and woke up in hospital and what I was drinking was 40%.
 

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