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l053r

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Jul 6, 2020
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Want to numb myself before I CTB next week. Anyone have any pointers on what types of alcohols and mixers to mix that won't let anyone on to my alcohol breath.

tried to CTB with phenobarbital on Monday....hit a really low point in an hour....still here so apparently didn't take enough (16mg) which is all I could get my hands on. Now just sleepy and carefree and want to keep that feeling going until the end.

Have my SN kit ready and planning to leave to the coast before I do that and get one last look at the sunrise on the coast.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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I don't think we can give you specific directions about the alcohol cause that would be seen as encouragement. But I think anything strong will do. Only do it if you're truly ready though:hug:
 
degeneratewaste

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Aug 24, 2020
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it is not recommended to take alcohol before SN.
 

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