Venting Aiming for CTB next spring

[nicotine_goblin]

Next spring. I think about it every day but decided on this time period because I'm trying my options to get better now, going to day ward, taking pills, going to therapy etc. The only thing stopping me is the guilt for what I would do to my parents. I wish there was a way for me to disappear without hurting anyone. I just feel like a ghost chained to this world

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I also wish there's the option to just erase our existence, it would be so relieving, it's really understandable just wanting to disappear.