Venting Agh i want to end my lifestyle and become homeless

[narval]

Just that. I'm not made for this kind of life. Worried al day, anxious permanently. Al day thinking in the same shits. Over and over and over.

At least, being homeless i could whait for my end peacefully. I would last few days, but.those days would be calmed

Fuck it

 

[jodes2]

No way, you want to be homeless?? Not an easy or pleasant way to go. Sorry you're always anxious

 

[narval]

I don't want, but what i have rn it feels worse

 

[Littlewittlelight]

I don't want, but what i have rn it feels worse.

There was a time I was looking at places where I could get free food and shelter but it didn't even seem like idea at that time I just wanted to run away from my place but now it's exactly different I would never want to continue to live that way. Being homeless sounds like dying from starvation in the end or if you just get crumbs of bread then you will be living for decades who knows? Is there a way I understand it could be the same thing like wanting to go away from your place or not having a proper place to live I just got so fed up at that moment everyone and everything made me feel like a burden.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Being homeless sounds absolutely awful… I am grateful for a couch to lay on all day and shower and some food

 

[FuneralCry]

Homelessness does sound horrible to me. It's sad how so much suffering exists in this world. I'm sorry that life brought you to this point.

 

[Hope:-)]

I want to stop being homeless and begin a lifestyle. Seems it's not great on either side though.

 

[narval]

I want to stop being homeless and begin a lifestyle. Seems it's not great on either side though.

either way, we both lose

 

[ojinzo]

Just that. I'm not made for this kind of life. Worried al day, anxious permanently. Al day thinking in the same shits. Over and over and over.

At least, being homeless i could whait for my end peacefully. I would last few days, but.those days would be calmed

Fuck it

I don't know what country you are in our your situation but I can tell you from first hand experience, nothing gets better when you're homeless. I'm speaking as someone in the US who actually experienced homelessness. Trust me, the world gets uglier. Frankly, I'm ctb because I refuse to experience that life again. I'm any event, I wish you all the best

 

[narval]

I don't know what country you are in our your situation but I can tell you from first hand experience, nothing gets better when you're homeless. I'm speaking as someone in the US who actually experienced homelessness. Trust me, the world gets uglier. Frankly, I'm ctb because I refuse to experience that life again. I'm any event, I wish you all the best

Many days i think i will not get better. Being homeless would be a suicide without extra steps... And less people involucred. A lone death, wich i want to in a certain mode

 

[ojinzo]

Many days i think i will not get better. Being homeless would be a suicide without extra steps... And less people involucred. A lone death, wich i want to in a certain mode

I understand your presumption. Just think about it more before. The way people treat you, begging, searching for food and shelter is demoralizing. My experience was worst than death. I hardly ever try to stop people on here from doing what they wish but homelessness was awful. Just think it through

 

[narval]

I understand your presumption. Just think about it more before. The way people treat you, begging, searching for food and shelter is demoralizing. My experience was worst than death. I hardly ever try to stop people on here from doing what they wish but homelessness was awful. Just think it through

In fact, if i go homeless, i will not beg for food/shelter. I have money to buy food for some days, enough to decide how to manage my final days. About people... meh. I've always been lonely. A few extra days aren't a drama. sleep on the street... well.
I know lonely places. It isn't a problem. Right now the good weather is a thing, and in winter, If the cold is enough, my balls will get frozen and i'll be the next.

As i said, being homeless would be for me like a death sentence that i'll embrace.