Again

[Endless_suffering]

Had ECT 7 today. They said if I don't feel any better by Monday they will do what they call bifrontal ECT on Monday which comes with higher risk of messing with my memory and such. I don't know if I should lie or risk the brain damage involved… I'm considering once the anesthesia wears off heading to the canyon and jumping today. I can't take it anymore

 

[AbsentMindedHuman]

Oh wow, 7 times?! I didn't know they did it more than once. I had TMS which was 20min sessions for 45 days and I didn't notice an change so I kind of understand. Sorry to hear it's not working like it should.

 

[Endless_suffering]

Oh wow, 7 times?! I didn't know they did it more than once. I had TMS which was 20min sessions for 45 days and I didn't notice a change so I kind of understand. Sorry to hear it's not working like it should.

7 out of 12. So far I've seen basically no progress. But plenty of headaches. I can't afford tms. I wish I could. It's said to do much better for depression than ECT does

 

[divinemistress36]

ECT gave me so much memory loss for temporary relief

 

[Endless_suffering]

ECT gave me so much memory loss for temporary relief

I haven't had any relief at all :/

 

[divinemistress36]

I haven't had any relief at all :/

I didnt until after 19 of them but it was temporary