noreallynotmarcy
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- Jun 28, 2024
- 17
I can't believe it's that easy to access. I can't help but think about the panic between consumption and death. I tried to OD once and this fear between swallowing and sleeping washed over me— realizing what I'd done but too sleepy to move.
It's wild. I was so hell bent on ending my life, and it really was centered around my thesis and self-loathing. Those were the two main things.
The thought of purchase makes me a little giddy, Ngl. Wondering if it'll be the first thing I turn to the next time I have a serious bout of ideation.
It's wild. I was so hell bent on ending my life, and it really was centered around my thesis and self-loathing. Those were the two main things.
The thought of purchase makes me a little giddy, Ngl. Wondering if it'll be the first thing I turn to the next time I have a serious bout of ideation.
