LenkaX
Maybe there is a hope!
- Aug 14, 2020
- 366
After many years of suicidal thoughts, yesterday and today something changed in my mind, like if someone switched the "suicide button" off.
Have I achieved Enlightenment? WTF, I planned already my sucidal death and now I feel even sort of happy, even thought nothing changed externally (no partner, no friends, NEET, living by my parents etc.). I'm puzzled.
Have I achieved Enlightenment? WTF, I planned already my sucidal death and now I feel even sort of happy, even thought nothing changed externally (no partner, no friends, NEET, living by my parents etc.). I'm puzzled.