BandAddict
Specialist
- Apr 3, 2019
- 338
Those of you who have obtained SN: How do you feel now? Do you feel less suicidal? More suicidal? Are you more willing to take risks in your life or try new things? Has nothing changed?
That's a lot of questions, but I'm curious how having it has affected you, or the way you feel or spend your days.
I noticed that now that I have it, I feel really relieved, like I've finished a huge task and now I don't have to worry about it anymore. But one thing that's been strange is that I haven't been as desperate to CBT lately. It could be coincidence (pretty likely), but I've been at a sort of baseline these past few days. Still passively suicidal, but patient for now. Just wanted to hear your thoughts.
That's a lot of questions, but I'm curious how having it has affected you, or the way you feel or spend your days.
I noticed that now that I have it, I feel really relieved, like I've finished a huge task and now I don't have to worry about it anymore. But one thing that's been strange is that I haven't been as desperate to CBT lately. It could be coincidence (pretty likely), but I've been at a sort of baseline these past few days. Still passively suicidal, but patient for now. Just wanted to hear your thoughts.