Sacha2019
Member
- May 29, 2019
- 6
Hello everyone. I have been thinking about taking my own life for a very long time now. I feel like i am getting closer to actually being brave enough to ctb but aside from the pain I know I would cause to the people that care about me (not a lot of them but still), I get very worried about what's gonna come after. I read testimonies about people who died and "came back" and some the ones that tried to kill themselves talk about experiencing a place of despair.. I want to ctb to be free form the pain but what if I am condamned to stay in it forever after.. I know no one has the answer but I really felt like sharing it and have your opinions, views on the matter... Thank you for reading me (sorry for the bad english, it is not my mother tongue)