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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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After Death…hunger is gone.
After Death…no anxiety.
After Death…no shackles or chains.
After Death…dopamine doesn't exist.
After Death…your mind won't be your enemy.
After Death…society won't be your enemy.
After Death…your past will be only the living's concern.
After Death…you won't feel exploited.
After Death…you won't feel anything.
After Death…you won't need anything.
After Death…you won't need anyone
After Death…you will finally be fucking free.


but only…..after death.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That is why ceasing to exist appeals to me, all I want is to be free from this torturous and futile existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, all I see as desirable is being unconscious for all eternity with this existence I always saw as a terrible mistake finally all gone and no longer my problem.
 
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InboxRain292

InboxRain292

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May 5, 2024
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I agree, and I always had some really cool/weird thoughts about being "reincarnated" to a more interesting next life too; this kinda fuels my desire to not exist anymore lol
 
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elpurp

elpurp

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Dec 29, 2024
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dopamine not existing is a good enough reason for my adhd, honestly. tired of these cycles.
 
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