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SoDone
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- Jun 17, 2024
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I have been contemplating CTB for some time now but I'm scared of what is on the other side. Nothingnes makes me want to keep living because I don't want to miss out on life if this is all there is (depressing but I feel like it is better than nothing). Reincarnation would be the worst for me, literally this life would be for nothing bc you don't remember and then you have to suffer more? Then there is heaven and hell, who's to say where you would end up? Religions disagree on the requirements to enter heaven and I can't say that I beleive my religion strongly (Catholic) anymore to feel comforted by it. I wanted to beleive NDE's as proof of heaven because it was comforting to think there was *something* but then again it could just be the brain releasing a bunch of hormones in its last moments, so it doesn't guarantee anything. Just wondering if anyone is going through similar fears.