Afraid of my corpse being abused

[CandyCane]

I've never told anyone this before. I've had this fear for over 15 years. I don't think of it often and I know it's irrational, but it just bothers me. It occurred to me if I was never found, this couldn't happen, but there are no guarantees in life and those methods where you disappear seem excessively painful/harsh. I know I will never know either way. I just don't want anyone touching me without my consent, even dead.

 

[StillBreathing]

If a body is found by authorities they will have to handle you in some way or another.

Ever since learning about Aokigahara the "ctb forest" in Japan I have been wanting to go in a place like that. It looks so peaceful and hidden from the public.

But then again, I have a fear of still being conscious about my body in some way while dead. I don't want to see my corpse eaten by animals, I'd rather be cremated and turned to ashes for plants to grow on.

This is a difficult topic for most people I believe as we really don't know what happens after death.

 

[depressedcooc]

when you're dead nothing matters though

 

[innominesatanas44]

Make it so you are cremated? And if not then your body will decay over time and eventually you will be just bones, if it makes you feel better

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Unless you completely disintegrate your body when you die, one way or another they will find it and recover it and thus manhandle it. Then again there are corpses that are hidden for decades before they are found and some are never found. It's just too bad you can't pay gangsters to stuck your body in a barrel and bury it in the middle of the desert (then again if you could pay them to do that, why couldn't you pay them to just kill you) and even so they still have to touch you. So yeah I think your best option is to die in the most remote part of the world you can, the hard part would be to reach there without being tracked and leaving clues.

Still necrophilia is a very rare philia, so I wouldn't worry. Unless your body is really really really really really really really really really really hot.

 

[gottablast888]

I have this same fear too. We really dont trust the beings of this world

 

[Interloper]

I don't think it's that irrational. Only recently I learned about the whole "why morgues tend to prefer hiring women" thing, I never really thought about it before that.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I just want my attempt to work. I have no 'loved ones'. So, they can throw this avatar in the dumpster for all I care. By the time I'm found, I'll be too badly decomposed to recognize anyway.

 

[m0lly]

Tbh i had that fear too but if you are dead, you are dead. There is nothing that matters anymore.

 

[Caoine01]

dead, you are dead

As a matter of fact you are certainly right. However, I find the thought of knowing what is happening to my corpse helpful. I know some undertakers who show a lot of respect for the dead. If the inevitable needs to be done, please do it by people with positive professional ethics.

 

[underscore]

i actually have this same fear, & sometimes "it wont matter if im dead" aint enough. this thought has honestly stopped me from CTB before, i thought i needed to wait to disappear so there was no chance of ANYONE seeing my corpse. maybe this is childish but the thought of haunting their sorry asses sometimes helps lol. anyway im sorry its been stuck on ur mind

 

[Himalayan]

I mean. I would laugh at anyone who puts his dick on rotting flesh tbh

 

[CandyCane]

Make it so you are cremated? And if not then your body will decay over time and eventually you will be just bones, if it makes you feel better

Cremated gives them more of a license to abuse you because no evidence.

I mean. I would laugh at anyone who puts his dick on rotting flesh tbh

This is very common and why hospitals prefer to hire female morgue workers.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that irrational fears can come from the fact that we cannot comprehend what it's like to be dead, this existence is all that we know after all. But I only personally fear the harm that existing causes, death is the absence of all harm where this horrific world will no longer be our concern. The fact that in death we are unable to experience anything is why leaving this world is so ideal to me.

 

[outrider567]

I've never told anyone this before. I've had this fear for over 15 years. I don't think of it often and I know it's irrational, but it just bothers me. It occurred to me if I was never found, this couldn't happen, but there are no guarantees in life and those methods where you disappear seem excessively painful/harsh. I know I will never know either way. I just don't want anyone touching me without my consent, even dead.

Yeah there was this guy who worked in a Morgue in England recently who committed necrophilia on 100 dead females

 

[GasMonkey]

committed necrophilia on 100 dead females

How they caught him?

 

[outrider567]

How they caught him?

I don't remember

 

[Gonnerr]

I will likely CTB in a tent , so when im dead , animals will eat me and im fine with it , they have the right to eat too. And it's just nature endless recycling process.

 

[outrider567]

I don't remember

I only saw the headline, I didn't want to read anymore

 

[eashanm]

I don't want my body to be cut for post mortem or anything after dying. I'd rather be just simply thrown into a funeral pyre and turn to ashes!

 

[Obliviate]

This is one of my big fears too. Necrophilia is very much real and occurs with sick individuals raping corpses. I am gonna write in my suicide note to the cops/other authorities to not fucking rape me.

Sigh, atleast we won't feel the pain if it does happen. We're (our physical bodies) are not out of danger even after we pass

 

[CandyCane]

I only saw the headline, I didn't want to read anymore

I found it. He was a murderer, too https://www.insider.com/uk-necrophi...abused-99-corpses-in-hospital-morgues-2021-11