Venting Afraid of growing up

[Anonslostsoul]

My birthday is in a few days and I'm terrified. I had planned on ctb back when I was 13 I never planned on making it this far and I have no idea what to do. Genuinely considering ctb today or tomorrow just so I don't have to face that (and I've been wanting to anyways) but I know I don't have the materials to do so, so now I'm real stressed out.

 

[SomePersonIGuess]

Felt the same on my birthday a little while back, and if I'm still around by my next birthday I'll probably ctb around then if I can

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel like I've suffered for a long time as well, I understand as I always have so much dread for what lies ahead. But anyway I wish you the best.