- Jun 16, 2020
Thinking about how I’m planning to ctb soon. Could be a few days or a few weeks not sure yet. But Im still scared of actually dying. First I’m still worried about the pain. I don’t know how painful sn is going to be in the 10-15 I would be conscious or how my body would react to it. Then the thought of not existing still terrifies me sometimes like it’s hard for me to fathom not having consciousness in such a short time. It’s harder when I know for about two days exactly when my life is going to end. What can I do to ease these anxieties?