advice on SN

[mimiopo22]

hi everyone, i have some questions regarding sn. the first is etideme ok as an antacid? the second is: unfortunately I have no excuse to leave the house for a long time, and I cannot pretend to go to a friend's house and instead take a hotel because I have no friends and no money for the hotel. I have to do it at night in the house. in which part of the house could I do it? in the stairs? give me advice. the third question is since my note is long i would like to leave it on word in a usb key, where should i hide the usb key? sorry my english i am not english and i am using google translate.

 

[Steamm]

I don't know about antiacids, I'm gonna do it only with sn itself. If I were you, I would do it lying on my bed. about the note, maybe you should just do a handwritten letter.

 

[Shahanshah]

hi everyone, i have some questions regarding sn. the first is etideme ok as an antacid? the second is: unfortunately I have no excuse to leave the house for a long time, and I cannot pretend to go to a friend's house and instead take a hotel because I have no friends and no money for the hotel. I have to do it at night in the house. in which part of the house could I do it? in the stairs? give me advice. the third question is since my note is long i would like to leave it on word in a usb key, where should i hide the usb key? sorry my english i am not english and i am using google translate.

u sounds like a Indian

 

[mimiopo22]

I don't know about antiacids, I'm gonna do it only with sn itself. If I were you, I would do it lying on my bed. about the note, maybe you should just do a handwritten letter.

I am afraid of falling out of bed during seizures, making a thud and waking my mother. then my room is too close to hers. I am not used to screaming either while talking or in sleep. but what if it happens?
the seller of this sn ships from my own country. no customs. do i have to worry about the controls anyway? I told him that I need it to season the meat but that I don't run a butcher's shop and he replied that it's fine, that they send it to me. the shop says so but the controls?

 

[yive]

I am afraid of falling out of bed during seizures, making a thud and waking my mother. then my room is too close to hers. I am not used to screaming either while talking or in sleep. but what if it happens?

risky at night, i think. there is a risk of vomiting, as well as convulsions and heavy breathing.
can't you do it during the day?

 

[mimiopo22]

why do you say it's risky?

 

[yive]

why do you say it's risky?

you can be found and "saved"

 

[mimiopo22]

and during the day? that changes?

 

[yive]

and during the day? that changes?

you can do it when at least one of your parents is not at home. because if you are found at night, then most likely it is 100% failure.
however, if you think you have a better chances at night, then it is wiser to do it at night.

also, i'm in the same situation as you, and i'll do it during the day

 

[mimiopo22]

"at least one of your parents" because if there is one I am not discovered anyway? the house is always busy during the day. there is also my brother. at night they all sleep. I do not know what to do.

 

[yive]

"at least one of your parents" because if there is one I am not discovered anyway? the house is always busy during the day. there is also my brother. at night they all sleep. I do not know what to do.

i don't know your situation, and i cannot give a definite answer.
can you retire to your room during the day?
you can, for example, turn on music or TV so that they do not hear your sounds.

also, here is the AJ95's story. she was found at night, and she describes what happened to her after taking SN: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/so-i-survived-taking-sn-heres-what-happened.52734/

 

[mimiopo22]

fuck. I know there are risks, in fact I don't know how. I thought I'd do it by locking myself in the stairs. I'm always with them during the day, I can't lock myself in a room for six hours.

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm sure you can figure out these details youself without involving naive people in helping you to commit suicide?

Or are they associates of yours?

I have never seen anyone come here and ask for so much help with so many details.

 

[mimiopo22]

I think people come here because they are desperate and I am so much

 

[Meditation guide]

I think people come here because they are desperate and I am so much

Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

 

[Thanatonaut]

I think people come here because they are desperate and I am so much

I don't mean to disparage anyone, but this is really suspect. If I'm wrong, I apologize.

 

[elfgyoza]

I think people come here because they are desperate and I am so much

I get you, I know how hard it is sometimes. Feeling so trapped really sucks, but if you're set on doing this then it would be better to wait it out to make sure you're not found mid attempt. That would be a lot worse, not only would you lose your method, you could end up in hospital and your family will be watching you 24/7 to make sure you don't do it again.
If you can't see any situation where you'll be alone with no chance of being heard, I'd have to advise against acting on any thoughts at the moment

 

[Symbiote]

You know your surroundings better than any of us can tell you. You just have to figure it out yourself and eventually you'll come to a consensus if that's a bad idea or a good idea. We're not gonna hold your hand through the process.

 

[Meditation guide]

I don't mean to disparage anyone, but this is really suspect. If I'm wrong, I apologize.

Of course it is. I feel bad for people who are falling for it. They will probably see their comments posted somewhere.

 

[MrBlue]

I think people come here because they are desperate and I am so much

I understand that you're feeling horrible and desperate, but while we can try to support you emotionally and won't judge you for whatever you're thinking, we can't think for you. CTB is a massive decision with all sorts of stuff to figure out, so it'll take time to find the answers either on the resources page here or elsewhere on the internet.

 

[elfgyoza]

Of course it is. I feel bad for people who are falling for it.

I always kind of approach everything with the assumption they're legit first because if they are, we might alienate someone who already feels lost and suicidal. I think that'd be worse than offering sympathetic advice to a potential troll. As long as we're not seen to be 'encouraging' them ofc

 

[Thanatonaut]

I always kind of approach everything with the assumption they're legit first because if they are, we might alienate someone who already feels lost and suicidal. I think that'd be worse than offering sympathetic advice to a potential troll. As long as we're not seen to be 'encouraging' them ofc

Yeah. It's really tricky. Especially here because this is such an international crowd. But this doesn't seem like language barrier, it doesn't pass the smell test for me, I hope I'm wrong.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

hi everyone, i have some questions regarding sn. the first is etideme ok as an antacid? the second is: unfortunately I have no excuse to leave the house for a long time, and I cannot pretend to go to a friend's house and instead take a hotel because I have no friends and no money for the hotel. I have to do it at night in the house. in which part of the house could I do it? in the stairs? give me advice. the third question is since my note is long i would like to leave it on word in a usb key, where should i hide the usb key? sorry my english i am not english and i am using google translate.

So you suddenly have SN. Please don't ask the community what to do or how to do it. You have been told for days to do own research as we can see through you messages. So maybe do your own research

 

[Meditation guide]

The non stop questions about every detail of how to do it are extremely aggressive. Clearly this is someone who wants to get as many people as possible telling her or him exactly what to do to commit suicide for some reason. It's far out of the ordinary.

Yesterday it was questions all about where and how to get SN, over and over. Then more questions about where to get sodium azide. It seems that line of questioning is done.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

The non stop questions about every detail of how to do it are extremely aggressive. Clearly this is someone who wants to get as many people as possible telling her or him exactly what to do to commit suicide for some reason. It's far out of the ordinary.

Yesterday it was questions all about where and how to get SN, over and over. It seems that line of questioning is done.

Totally agree started on Sunday for me with aggressive messages to my PM. I was going to stay away from SS for my own reasons but have come back to stop the kind people on here being taken advantage of

 

[Breadbfra]

Fra queste sono tutte cose che devi decidere in autonomia. Ti stanno dicendo appunto che è nelle regole quello di evitare di farsi suggerire qualsiasi cosa, perché il percorso è tuo e sei tu che decidi...

 

[DawnofCorza]

Guys, I dont know where to post this so apologies- I have the money ready, is the peacefulpillhandbook a guaranteed way of me gaining access to A's current email? (Or a source for N) just dont want to pay for them to not have it either :(

 

[mikenoir]

Guys, I dont know where to post this so apologies- I have the money ready, is the peacefulpillhandbook a guaranteed way of me gaining access to A's current email? (Or a source for N) just dont want to pay for them to not have it either :(

It was there in older editions of the book. Now, it has changed. Don't know what it is.

 

[DawnofCorza]

I've never seen any email for him in there. I never really looked but as far as I can tell it's not there.

So what do I genuinely do? I've trawled through so many threads, cant PM users who've successfully cbtd- darknet doesn't seem to be an option as I dont know a site and empire's down- and now even if I pay for the PPH, theres still no way to get A or N's email? I'm actually desperate here, what do you suggest(if you can suggest anything that is, even you replying's been a big help).

 

[DawnofCorza]

For each month there are only one or two posts, the so called forum in that handbook might as well not even be there.

I don't make suggestions, sorry.

Sigh, thank you ever so much.