i plan to ctb through fsh. i absolutely do not want my family finding my body, so i figured i would have to go somewhere remote to do it, the only place i can think of is this forest near my house. i wish to do it on the weekend so they dont have to deal wirh going to work immediately after.
the issues:
1. i want to leave my note on my bed and sneak out. this requires my family either all being gone or asleep. they typically stay up pretty late, especially on weekends, and its kinda hard to sneak out without making noise.
2. i would have to walk to the forest and hope that i can find a good tree while in the dark. im fairly light so finding a strong enough branch shouldnt be that difficult. while im not really scared of the dark, i know i would chicken out if im just surrounded by the dark forest.
3. the forest is also a hiking trail so im worried that someone might be out even in the dead of night.
theres a lot of factors that could go wrong. i cant really do other methods because i dont want to make a mess that others have to clean and i want my death to be guaranteed. thoughts?
the issues:
1. i want to leave my note on my bed and sneak out. this requires my family either all being gone or asleep. they typically stay up pretty late, especially on weekends, and its kinda hard to sneak out without making noise.
2. i would have to walk to the forest and hope that i can find a good tree while in the dark. im fairly light so finding a strong enough branch shouldnt be that difficult. while im not really scared of the dark, i know i would chicken out if im just surrounded by the dark forest.
3. the forest is also a hiking trail so im worried that someone might be out even in the dead of night.
theres a lot of factors that could go wrong. i cant really do other methods because i dont want to make a mess that others have to clean and i want my death to be guaranteed. thoughts?
