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before you say it, no it wont be painful for me cause i cant feel my legs at all. I am a cutter but never cut deep before. how can I slice an artery? I plan on drinking to thin my blood and OD on klonopin
 
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that sounds like a gruesome way to go... I wouldn't do it
 
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cant feel it and i dont mind blood
yeah, but it seems so sad when I see others who want to kill themselves.. I mean, I also want to commit suicide, but I feel sadder about others doing it
 
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yeah, but it seems so sad when I see others who want to kill themselves.. I mean, I also want to commit suicide, but I feel sadder about others doing it
I have no feelings about it
 
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@disabledsuicidegirl I think the reason more people go for the arm arteries (brachial, radial, or ulnar) is because with a tourniquet, you can get them to kind of pop out, meaning you can see them, and have easier access to sever. As you can see, in the leg, these arteries are covered by more muscle tissue, and it's hard to judge where they actually are. The veins you can see if you have light skin won't lose enough blood to completely bleed out, if you sever one of those.
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Edit: Sorry, I didn't answer the question. I can't think of any reliable way of cutting a leg artery. The easiest one to get to would be the popliteal, behind the knee. But you still would have no way of actually seeing it to know where to cut.
 
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@disabledsuicidegirl I think the reason more people go for the arm arteries (brachial, radial, or ulnar) is because with a tourniquet, you can get them to kind of pop out, meaning you can see them, and have easier access to sever. As you can see, in the leg, these arteries are covered by more muscle tissue, and it's hard to judge where they actually are. The veins you can see if you have light skin won't lose enough blood to completely bleed out, if you sever one of those.
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I don't mind cutting my arms either but I wanted to try my legs first because for me it would be painless, I just need to know how deep to go. Do you have a pic of the arm arteries too? Is it vertical or horizontal best?
 
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The idea would be to use a tourniquet to get your arteries to the surface, Then go across the artery (perpendicular).
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What about the legs? Vertical or horizontal? And unfortunately I might not be able to tie a tourniquet
You always want to cut across an artery, not in the direction that it travels. So for legs, it would be a horizontal cut - across the leg, not up and down.

You can use a belt as a tourniquet.
@disabledsuicidegirl please don't cut your leg. Chances are, you won't hit an artery, but will probably give yourself a bad infection. It won't be fatal, but will leave you much worse than you are now.

I'm sorry, I had to put this out there. I don't want you to wind up with gangrene or sepsis.
 
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You always want to cut across an artery, not in the direction that it travels. So for legs, it would be a horizontal cut - across the leg, not up and down.

You can use a belt as a tourniquet.
@disabledsuicidegirl please don't cut your leg. Chances are, you won't hit an artery, but will probably give yourself a bad infection. It won't be fatal, but will leave you much worse than you are now.

I'm sorry, I had to put this out there. I don't want you to wind up with gangrene or sepsis.
Yeah but if but fails with the arms I could lose function of them and if it failed on my legs I wouldn't care cause I don't use them anyway
 
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How long do you think it would take to bleed out? This women seems determined and understandably so. Isn't there a vain that travels all the way up and easier to get? Can she use a belt to make the veins more prominent?
Exactly I'm looking for a vein in both legs if possible because with no pain I'll easily be able to cut both legs, then my arms if I had to but I bet doing both arms would be hard
 
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You need to try focus on your legs, if it doesn't work, you don't want both legs and arms not in use. That would be a total nightmare.
Have a look at the legs ones on this https://www.survivalsullivan.com/7-lethal-places-strike-knife/. You'll need to do some solid research before attempting this remember. Use DuckDuckGo
I definitely will research more but it seems like the Popliteal artery behind the knee might work; it could be a little difficult but the bright side of not feeling the pain is that I can stab or cut over and over again all over my legs
You need to try focus on your legs, if it doesn't work, you don't want both legs and arms not in use. That would be a total nightmare.
Have a look at the legs ones on this https://www.survivalsullivan.com/7-lethal-places-strike-knife/. You'll need to do some solid research before attempting this remember. Use DuckDuckGo
Any advice on a different way to open up a pill bottle? My hands are too weak to push and turn. Can something knock it off?
 
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before you say it, no it wont be painful for me cause i cant feel my legs at all. I am a cutter but never cut deep before. how can I slice an artery? I plan on drinking to thin my blood and OD on klonopin
isn't this information available for you on an Internet search? You seem to know your stuff, so why ask here?
 
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isn't this information available for you on an Internet search? You seem to know your stuff, so why ask here?
Because people here know what I'm talking about and they might help better than just searching it alone
@disabledsuicidegirl I think the reason more people go for the arm arteries (brachial, radial, or ulnar) is because with a tourniquet, you can get them to kind of pop out, meaning you can see them, and have easier access to sever. As you can see, in the leg, these arteries are covered by more muscle tissue, and it's hard to judge where they actually are. The veins you can see if you have light skin won't lose enough blood to completely bleed out, if you sever one of those.
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Edit: Sorry, I didn't answer the question. I can't think of any reliable way of cutting a leg artery. The easiest one to get to would be the popliteal, behind the knee. But you still would have no way of actually seeing it to know where to cut.
How long would the Popliteal artery take to bleed out? As I've said before, I can stab/slice both legs as many times as I need to
 
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Because people here know what I'm talking about and they might help better than just searching it alone
But our members aren't allowed to advise/suggest methods to others to kill themselves.
You seem to know your body and the best way to 'leave', (your choice) so why are you asking for advice from people who don't know your body as you do?
 
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But our members aren't allowed to advise/suggest methods to others to kill themselves.
You seem to know your body and the best way to 'leave', (your choice) so why are you asking for advice from people who don't know your body as you do?
I see people helping each other here all the time. And yeah I know my body but I don't know if this is for sure to best way to leave but to me it seems my only option. I'm really just asking some simple advice. For example, how do I open a pill bottle? My hands are too weak to do it the 'normal' way, so I wanted to ask some like minded people if they could help me think of different ways of opening it or different ways to get to the back of my knee, etc. it's not like I'm doing anything right away. I'm planning this out thoroughly and this is the only site I can find where I can be blunt and open about this. Two heads are better than one
 
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I'm quite honestly shocked that our members are eager to offer advice like is in this thread, without a thought of trying to ask OP if this is their only way forward!
No wonder Fixthe26 and others are so intent on shutting this site down!!
 
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I'm quite honestly shocked that our members are eager to offer advice like is in this thread, without a thought of trying to ask OP if this is their only way forward!
No wonder Fixthe26 and others are so intent on shutting this site down!!
I've made several different post explaining my reasoning. I am permanently physically disabled, it's a long story. Should I explain more to you? This is why this site exist; it's my choice and I've been searching forever to find a place like this.
 
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I see people helping each other here all the time. And yeah I know my body but I don't know if this is for sure to best way to leave but to me it seems my only option. I'm really just asking some simple advice. For example, how do I open a pill bottle? My hands are too weak to do it the 'normal' way, so I wanted to ask some like minded people if they could help me think of different ways of opening it or different ways to get to the back of my knee, etc. it's not like I'm doing anything right away. I'm planning this out thoroughly and this is the only site I can find where I can be blunt and open about this. Two heads are better than one
lol you're asking how to cut open your leg arteries and yes, how to open a pill bottle... but nobody has even mentioned how to open a pill bottle. Do you see what I'm getting at here?
 
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I'm quite honestly shocked that our members are eager to offer advice like is in this thread, without a thought of trying to ask OP if this is their only way forward!
No wonder Fixthe26 and others are so intent on shutting this site down!!
and others have asked, but in different threads
 
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I've made several different post explaining my reasoning. I am permanently physically disabled, it's a long story. Should I explain more to you? This is why this site exist; it's my choice and I've been searching forever to find a place like this.
I'm not placing blame with you OP, I am sympathetic of your struggles, but members should not be advising you how to kill yourself.
 
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lol you're asking how to cut open your leg arteries and yes, how to open a pill bottle... but nobody has even mentioned how to open a pill bottle. Do you see what I'm getting at here?
No? Not really. I'm genuinely asking for ideas about the bottle lid, cause like I said, two heads are better than one.
 
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I'm not placing blame with you OP, I am sympathetic of your struggles, but members should not be advising you how to kill yourself.
I understand but talking about this with others helps me cope and helps me decide for myself. No one is pushing me to do anything, everyone's pushing for me to do more research, which I am
yes I know they have, and it's all wrong.
how is it wrong that others have asked if this is my only option? Everyone here is pretty nice
I definitely will research more but it seems like the Popliteal artery behind the knee might work; it could be a little difficult but the bright side of not feeling the pain is that I can stab or cut over and over again all over my legs

Any advice on a different way to open up a pill bottle? My hands are too weak to push and turn. Can something knock it off?
anyone online wanna talk on the telegram?
 
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yes I know they have, and it's all wrong.
There's threads on here talking about and offering advice on a lot of methods/regimes. We are not suggesting a method to her at all. She's chosen her method. Suggesting research. She done a lot of threads about this and it seemed she needed some advice, like a lot of other people who ask and like a lot of other people give. It's a different way because her position is unique so she is limited.
 
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I'm not placing blame with you OP, I am sympathetic of your struggles, but members should not be advising you how to kill yourself.
I hope you're not implying I'm advising the op how to kill herself. I wanted to point out how difficult and risky the method she is considering is. If you read my post, I advised her NOT to cut into her leg because there is a grave risk of infection.

At the same time, @disabledsuicidegirl has lost function of her legs. If I were in the same situation, I would also be doing research, just like she is.

Also @disabledsuicidegirl Here is some info on times to bleed to death. I don't know if this info is 100% reliable: https://biology.stackexchange.com/questions/55220/exsanguination-time-from-damage-to-major-arteries
 
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There's threads on here talking about and offering advice on a lot of methods/regimes. We are not suggesting a method to her at all. She's chosen her method. Suggesting research. She done a lot of threads about this and it seemed she needed some advice, like a lot of other people who ask and like a lot of other people give. It's a different way because her position is unique so she is limited.
thank you! yes, my options are limited and I'm sure I'm not the only one here who finds comfort in people who understand your same thought process
I hope you're not implying I'm advising the op how to kill herself. I wanted to point out how difficult and risky the method she is considering is. If you read my post, I advised her NOT to cut into her leg because there is a grave risk of infection.

At the same time, @disabledsuicidegirl has lost function of her legs. If I were in the same situation, I would also be doing research, just like she is.

Also @disabledsuicidegirl Here is some info on times to bleed to death. I don't know if this info is 100% reliable: https://biology.stackexchange.com/questions/55220/exsanguination-time-from-damage-to-major-arteries
exactly. Thank you!
 
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@disabledsuicidegirl PM me when you get a chance.
 
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thank you! yes, my options are limited and I'm sure I'm not the only one here who finds comfort in people who understand your same thought process

exactly. Thank you!
however, the leg is still my go to, but again, MY choice! NOT theirs!
@disabledsuicidegirl PM me when you get a chance.
can you pm me? it wont let me view your profile. I'm also on the telegram group
 

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