Help Advice needed: Wrapping up affairs & seeking a better suited method

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Firstly, on wrapping up affairs, is there a big resource I can reference on the best practices? I've written letters and notes to various people I feel deserve them, and anything that anyone will need, such as legal papers and such, will be quite easy to find. Even still, I plan to make them more accessible.

Secondly, seeking a better method. I have bought the supplies for the "detergent" rotten eggs gas method (Lime Sulphur + Hydrochloric acid), but I'm concerned I might bail half way through. I live with a chronically low amount of energy and need something easy to implement, and certain. Pain is not a concern so long as it is reasonably quick. (Not more than a day).

While appealing, SN requires a lot of preparation and is hard to source. Argon + exit bag is easy to accomplish, but this one runs a high risk of being discovered when looking at my particular circumstances.

 

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I do not know of a "big resource" for final affairs, and I doubt it exists.

In my opinion, it is great that SN requires more slightly more preparation than other methods. It requires that the prospective user be engaged in critical thinking about their decision to come for longer. Also, it is not hard to source.

Moreover, given that you have "particular circumstances," that's the best I can give you without knowing more.

 

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I do not know of a "big resource" for final affairs, and I doubt it exists.

In my opinion, it is great that SN requires more slightly more preparation than other methods. It requires that the prospective user be engaged in critical thinking about their decision to come for longer. Also, it is not hard to source.

Moreover, given that you have "particular circumstances," that's the best I can give you without knowing more.

Perhaps SN isn't hard on its own, but the other prescription drugs required are. Also, with respect, I have thought about this quite a bit, very critically. If I wasn't being critical, how did I derive a plan in the first place? I just have a limited degree of energy that prevents how much I can physically act upon before getting tired and frustrated. The mental despair that follows from a lifetime of this is what brings me here.

Edit: Also, just noting, I do thank you for your comment. I appreciate the input.

 

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Perhaps SN isn't hard on its own, but the other prescription drugs required are. Also, with respect, I have thought about this quite a bit, very critically. If I wasn't being critical, how did I derive a plan in the first place? I just have a limited degree of energy that prevents how much I can physically act upon before getting tired and frustrated. The mental despair that follows from a lifetime of this is what brings me here.

I used to be a pharmacy technician. All of the antiemetics required for an easier passing can be bought over the counter: dramamine, for example.

I am no judge of how critically you did so, but I have no doubt that you have thought about CTB often. Your statement of "If I wasn't being critical, how did I derive a plan in the first place?" is pretty fallacious, though. Many people derive plans quite hastily and poorly; I'm not saying that you have done so.

Everyone has a limited amount of energy. Depressed people have much lower limits. However, it is paradoxical to pursue death while simultaneously being unmotivated by the smallest impediment like not being able to find an antiemetic on first glance. That is no pursuance, at all!

 

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I used to be a pharmacy technician. All of the antiemetics required for an easier passing can be bought over the counter: dramamine, for example.

I am no judge of how critically you did so, but I have no doubt that you have thought about CTB often. Your statement of "If I wasn't being critical, how did I derive a plan in the first place?" is pretty fallacious, though. Many people derive plans quite hastily and poorly; I'm not saying that you have done so.

Everyone has a limited amount of energy. Depressed people have much lower limits. However, it is paradoxical to pursue death while simultaneously being unmotivated by the smallest impediment like not being able to find an antiemetic on first glance. That is no pursuance, at all!

I have to admit, and with apology to you, that I may not have researched this enough. From what I did see, over the counter was considered not to be suitable, and vomitting was likely without prescription medication. I'll consult with the PPH and these forums again. At least if, all else fails, I have access to one viable (but literally stinky) method if that doesn't work out.

One advantage with gas is that you can't just vomit the substance you worked to procure, so I feel as if this is still my best bet.

I wish I had the means to store a bottle of argon and a regulator without it being suspicious. That would easily solve the problem of bailing due to an uncomfortable smell :/

Edit: More research done, and yes, SN is ruled out unless someone can give me a specific source in Australia (poisons license required for national purchase, international purchase not prohibited, but nevertheless risky). I would be willing to lie for the prescriptions necessary to make this viable, but after checking both the PPH and the megathread, non-OTC is what is recommended.