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TiredAndReadyToGo

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I now have 50-60mg of Xanax; if I take that all in cut in half 2mg bars, how fast should I expect it to kick in. I am using it as the benzo for my cocktail and am trying to guage when I should take them at this dose.
 
charlottewilts

charlottewilts

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Jun 15, 2019
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hey there! xanax is a short-acting benzodiazepine so it should kick in pretty quick; it takes about 10-15 minutes, from my experience. how's your tolerance? have you taken it before? if you have some to spare, it would probably be best to test them first xx
 
MaybeMaybeKnot

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That's a huge amount and it's fast acting. I wouldn't expect to do much after taking it. You'll have minutes.
 
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TiredAndReadyToGo

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Nov 20, 2019
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hey there! xanax is a short-acting benzodiazepine so it should kick in pretty quick; it takes about 10-15 minutes, from my experience. how's your tolerance? have you taken it before? if you have some to spare, it would probably be best to test them first xx

I don't really have a tolerence to it at all, I have taken a few .5mg or 2 1mg doses in the past few weeks but nothing steady. I can take .5mg and fall asleep for a good portion of the night (still wake up every so often and have to fall back asleep but its normally not too long for that).

That's a huge amount and it's fast acting. I wouldn't expect to do much after taking it. You'll have minutes.

I don't plan on doing too much after, just trying to guage if I should take them before or after the diphen in my cocktail. I am hoping with such a high dose it should keep me out for longer than a normal .5mg dose since there will be so much more to process.

If I am wrong in these assumptions please let me know, looking to do it soon so I am trying to make sure I do have everything in order
 
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with that low of a tolerance, that seems like a massive amount! i don't know what else you're including in your cocktail, but as @MaybeMaybeKnot said, it would be best to take those last... also, you would probably be better off reducing the amount in half, at the very least, since benzos at very high amounts can have the opposite effect (giving you anxiety, palpitations et cetera)
 
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with that low of a tolerance, that seems like a massive amount! i don't know what else you're including in your cocktail, but as @MaybeMaybeKnot said, it would be best to take those last... also, you would probably be better off reducing the amount in half, at the very least, since benzos at very high amounts can have the opposite effect (giving you anxiety, palpitations et cetera)
I'd never heard of them having that effect at high doses, I will probably reduce it to 40mg then. The cocktail calls for 300mg of valium, equivalent chart says .5mg of xanax is about 10mg of valium so about 20 times as strong, so instead of 300mg of valium I'd only need 15mg. I know that they are fast acting though so I was thinking that doubling-tripling it would put me out fast and keep me out. I also wonder if xanax would have the anxiety at high doses because it acts by slpwing activity in the brain and is supposed to be prescribed for anxiety but benzo's are where I am if-fy so any advice is super helpful.

I just want to make I take a good nap and never wake up type thing, benzo to put me to sleep and then the diphen OD can work it's magic while I am unconscious so I won't even know I'm fading away
 
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i wouldn't wish to give you false information, the side effects of high doses are simply something i have learned from my own recreational use of it with alcohol.

i do not know what kind of cocktail you are taking so i cannot give you more relevant information, apologies :mmm: i'm sure that if you were to say the exact pills you were using someone would be able to chime in with more info xx
 
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TiredAndReadyToGo

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i wouldn't wish to give you false information, the side effects of high doses are simply something i have learned from my own recreational use of it with alcohol.

i do not know what kind of cocktail you are taking so i cannot give you more relevant information, apologies :mmm: i'm sure that if you were to say the exact pills you were using someone would be able to chime in with more info xx

Your advice from experience is exactly what I need and was asking for, there is no false information just something else to consider that I hadn't even thought of. It wouldn't have crossed my mind that high dose benzo's had the opposite effect, these comments advising are perfect because they give me an opportunity to circumvent any potential issues.

My method is the diphen method (benadryl), it's quite toxic at high doses (meaning lethally at 2.8g+) but is dependent on body weight too. It also causes somnolence but it takes time to kick in, and the delirum can be an issue as well before you pass out along with some other really nasty symptoms. It is salvagable with benzo's though, but it recommends long lasting benzo's and all I can get is xanax so my thinking was just a high dose would mean it would be in effect much longer. I am just trying to work with what I have here to make this as successful as possible.

I do wonder if the delirum would make it into dreams when passed out from the xanax but at the same time I would think it would just make it more vivid (?)
 
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Morphinekiss

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just be sure you've done your research in regards to the diphenhydramine. If you're not sold on it I recommend something else. I've taken a whole 500 count bottle and woke up 4 days later in the hospital with nothing besides memory loss.
 
Mpez28892

Mpez28892

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Dec 15, 2019
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Roll call!
Are they legit? So much bootleg shit floating around.. but if you have no tolerance and you're taking it as a cocktail - it should do the trick.
Personally, I would chew like 10, boof another 10 then guzzle the remainder with some Hennessy... But that's only Monday night:halo:
 
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just be sure you've done your research in regards to the diphenhydramine. If you're not sold on it I recommend something else. I've taken a whole 500 count bottle and woke up 4 days later in the hospital with nothing besides memory loss.
I've done extensive research on it (also read your previous postings about lecturing doctors on Macbeth and Othello on Fister's thread). It is a rather lethal drug but that is dependent on not being found at all, if you are alone for 10-24 hours that is an ideal situation. Have to be careful because of the tactile hallucinations/delirum but it is still doable with benzo's. There are reported fatalities with it every year but the main issue is when people try to OD they don't take enough (very high therapeutic index) but with the correct combo of anti-emetics to prevent throwing them up, high enough dose of diphen (depends on the size of the person), and benzo's to put you to sleep, it should be fairly successful. As well as they can't be spaced over time the diphen need to be taken in one go, and can't be stretched out over time since the peak serum levels occur at 2-3 hours after ingestion.

Worst case is I wake up in a hospital in a few days, and then I give it one more go with SN but that would taken too long to get here for this go so I am going with diphen because I already have a bad heart so hoping it should make it faster.

Roll call!
Are they legit? So much bootleg shit floating around.. but if you have no tolerance and you're taking it as a cocktail - it should do the trick.
Personally, I would chew like 10, boof another 10 then guzzle the remainder with some Hennessy... But that's only Monday night:halo:

They seem legit and the ones I think are more like pressy's I can either not take or can take because what' the harm (if they're laced with F or something it will just be a better time, if they're too crumbly though when I snap them in have I am just going to leave it behind like a fake bread trail for them to follow incase I do get found) I don't really like the idea of chewing them but if they will kick in faster I just might, I am ideally just going to pound them down as fast as possible, never been too big on pills but on the upside instead of the 300+ it would have been before now it is just 160 or so. I might drink with it but am not sure just because I have heard that additional things like that can raise the risk of vomitting even with meto but will have to look into that
 
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Mizzmini45

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Dec 1, 2019
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A few minutes. I'm a very experienced Xanax user
 
Mpez28892

Mpez28892

Am I or the others crazy?
Dec 15, 2019
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Do you have a backup plan if you wake up?
 
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TiredAndReadyToGo

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Nov 20, 2019
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Back up plan, is then ordering SN through a cross border shipling company since at that point I have to wait regardless, or just a tylenol OD since its 40-60 pills then I just have to ride out 2 days then go to the hospital and get a diagnoses then apply for medical aid in dying (MAID)
 
Mpez28892

Mpez28892

Am I or the others crazy?
Dec 15, 2019
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Tylenol od with 40-60? Am I missing something?
 
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TiredAndReadyToGo

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Nov 20, 2019
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40-60 500mg tablets, so 20-30g's since I see 7.5 is when it can start to cause acute liver failure
Trying to avoid something like this but still kinda funny
 
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