Advice for someone in the UK (new user)

[moonstroll]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

 

[dead dav]

I can't help you but welcome to the community

 

[moonstroll]

I have zero tolerance to opioids having never taken them before. I've been reading this site all day, plus the PPEH book, and it seems the only concern with them is that they might cause nausea and the required dose is unpredictable

Things are getting pretty unbearable in my life at the moment, the only way I've been coping is by telling myself I can just grab a bunch of Oxycodone somehow and fall asleep. It's so shit to find out that I can't easily source it, and it might not even be such a good idea

I'm lucky enough to be in a position where I can quite easily be alone for a few days, but can someone still wake up from an opioid overdose without being disturbed?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu!

Well, as you have already noticed opioids might not be the best choice. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about many other methods.

 

[moonstroll]

Welcome to SaSu!

Well, as you have already noticed opioids might not be the best choice. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about many other methods.

Hey, thanks for your reply and for being there. I had a look through it, and it seems SN is the only option I could feasibly do (I can't hang myself or jump in front of a train or anything). I just can't get my hands on the anti-emetics of the benzos I'd need, unless I could find them on the dark web maybe. No idea where to look once I get on there and I'm paranoid as fuck about it, even if I have a safe method to access it

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Hey, thanks for your reply and for being there. I had a look through it, and it seems SN is the only option I could feasibly do (I can't hang myself or jump in front of a train or anything). I just can't get my hands on the anti-emetics of the benzos I'd need, unless I could find them on the dark web maybe. No idea where to look once I get on there and I'm paranoid as fuck about it, even if I have a safe method to access it

AEs are probably not available on DNMs bc usually they are more or less easy to get either OTC or prescription via your GP but Benzos should be available in the DN at least that's what I heard.

 

[dead dav]

I can't help you but welcome to the community

Uk too

 

[moonstroll]

I can't find AllDa on Google, why do you say they aren't needed? For SN and Opioids? I've read that doctors in the UK would now see asking for AEs as a red flag towards suicide, and I've already told my GP of my suicidal intentions a few months ago

 

[moonstroll]

Please could someone with a kind heart post the most viable method available in the UK? Complete with sources? I've needed an escape route for a while now and I'm fucking gutted to learn that opioids aren't recommended. At this stage I'm considering getting a shitload of diazepam (or the equivalent) and getting very drunk, and then swimming out to sea

 

[Fraggle77]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

Have you managed to find SN in the UK? Or somewhere that delivers to the UK?

 

[moonstroll]

Have you managed to find SN in the UK? Or somewhere that delivers to the UK?

Nope, looking for guidance in that area

 

[Fraggle77]

Yeah same

 

[theshund]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

You don't necessarily need the other ingredients, but I'm also in the UK so I can tell you (fyi only, not encouraging you in any way to act on the information and urge you to seek help if you are even 1% uncertain if you want to ctb), the dopamine blocker anti emmetics are available to buy on multiple online pharmacy websites. Just go looking. You'll need to do an online assessment form but you'll get the meds provided you answer correctly, if you know what I mean. Diazepam is trickier but if you talk to your GP about overwhelming anxiety they may prescribe, though they will try to fob you off with antidepressants first. Make sure you assure them you are not depressed, only very anxious in a debilitating way. They may defer you to the local MH service and their protocol is usually a benzo prescription plus limited talk therapy. Ibuprofen and paracetamol easy to get. Then all you need is DMC.