Addictions

[Boochky]

Hi!

What are your addictions?

Mine are nicotine (I vape constantly), food sometimes (I stopped bingeing but I still use it for comfort), money for sure.

Between food addiction and nicotine, I have hurt my health a lot. Zyprexa made me gain so much weight. I'm 350 now. I can already tell my breathing is going to go from so much smoking.

I hate how being mentally ill turns you into a drug addict. It's still quasi self medication to pop a pill to control feelings. Sometimes I use pot or alcohol. What's the difference if it's an extra Seroquel or if it's a margarita?

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Cigarettes, coke zero, pizza and anything else that's calorie dense and likely to give me a coronary before I'm 40.

 

[Redt2go]

Hi!

What are your addictions?

Mine are nicotine (I vape constantly), food sometimes (I stopped bingeing but I still use it for comfort), money for sure.

Between food addiction and nicotine, I have hurt my health a lot. Zyprexa made me gain so much weight. I'm 350 now. I can already tell my breathing is going to go from so much smoking.

I hate how being mentally ill turns you into a drug addict. It's still quasi self medication to pop a pill to control feelings. Sometimes I use pot or alcohol. What's the difference if it's an extra Seroquel or if it's a margarita?

Zquil to help me sleep and sleeping to escape my reality also I need alcohol when around my peers to (pretend to) be as happy as them

 

[Soon4me]

I crave Nut Milk but unfortunately that will NEVER happen.
Medical issue(Can Not Be Cured).

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Fucking cigs
Quit multiple times, always relapse
Nasty stuff, hate it and tobacco companies
I had weed addiction but not anymore...

 

[Exile]

Men who are bad for me.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Sugar. Starches (rice, oats, root vegetables). Sci fi (I chose my career & built my life off of a favorite Asimov character). Late night shopping (it's comforting to drive out to a 24-hr store at 2AM even just to fill up jars with water...).

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I crave Nut Milk but unfortunately that will NEVER happen.
Medical issue(Can Not Be Cured).

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Nut Milk? Hmmm....

 

[brighter]

Nut Milk? Hmmm....

lol I'm craving nut milk too. No medical issues here :)

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[WhiteRabbit]

lol I'm craving nut milk too. No medical issues here :)

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[Xaphous]

Gambling primarily, the moment I have money it's all gone in half an hour. Apart from that nicotine also, atleast I vape now and don't smoke.

 

[brighter]

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Purging or using a rubber band to bruise or cutting

 

[Redt2go]

Nut Milk? Hmmm....

Fucking love this vid lmao

 

[Final Escape]

Hi!

What are your addictions?

Mine are nicotine (I vape constantly), food sometimes (I stopped bingeing but I still use it for comfort), money for sure.

Between food addiction and nicotine, I have hurt my health a lot. Zyprexa made me gain so much weight. I'm 350 now. I can already tell my breathing is going to go from so much smoking.

I hate how being mentally ill turns you into a drug addict. It's still quasi self medication to pop a pill to control feelings. Sometimes I use pot or alcohol. What's the difference if it's an extra Seroquel or if it's a margarita?

Zyprexa made me fat too. I went up to a size 11 from a 7 within some months. I didn't even put it together at first that it was the zyprexa until I was switched to Prozac and the weight came right off. I've heard of people developing diabetes from zyprexa. I think to myself is this a good trade off?

 

[SMarie1204]

Xanax/Weed. Anything that makes me braindead for a while. Used to cut but the scars became obvious and my family wouldn't stop telling me I did it for attention. I hated that they were that ignorant (its CONTROL, not attention) so now I developed a habit of pinching or wrist banging.

 

[AhG]

Xanax, vaping.

 

[Jacquelyn]

I also vape constantly.
I don't have any active addictions, but if you gave me a pile of any addictive drug, I'd be addicted by next week.

I used to be addicted to benzos, but I started using to help my panic attacks and dissociation. Got arrested because of it, but after 2 months of use I had taken my mental problems from a 7.5/10 to a 4/10. Can count the number of panic/dissociation attacks I've had since I stopped on one hand.

I also vape constantly lol. Massive tolerance though, can't get a buzz unless I smoke a cigarette.

 

[lizinha]

Meth

 

[Random]

Licorice root sticks. They helped me give up cigarettes.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

I've gotten involved in many different drugs trying to stay away from all that but I constantly relapse on it so far I am off of alcohol but did relapse on cigs haven't bought any but I did ask for some and relapsed on vaping which is probably going to be a future problem.

 

[Chlo]

I binge drink and use recreational drugs a fair amount, but wouldn't say I'm addicted to anything other than cigarettes.

 

[brighter]

Kinda like eating ice cubes maybe I'm just a weirdo lol

 

[JustAboutDone]

Used to cut but the scars became obvious and my family wouldn't stop telling me I did it for attention. I hated that they were that ignorant (its CONTROL, not attention) so now I developed a habit of pinching or wrist banging.

That's so unkind and unhelpful of them - I don't know why people can't try and educate themselves as to why people self-harm instead of bullying them about it xx

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

That's so unkind and unhelpful of them - I don't know why people can't try and educate themselves as to why people self-harm instead of bullying them about it xx

I don't cut but sometimes I used my apartment keys to scratch or bite my wrist in between my thumb and left forefinger on my left wrist.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Nut Milk? Hmmm....

That gif is just too much. :)

 

[JustAboutDone]

I don't cut but sometimes I used my apartment keys to scratch or bite my wrist in between my thumb and left forefinger on my left wrist.

Does that help with relieving feelings of anxiety and stress?

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Does that help with relieving feelings of anxiety and stress?

Sometimes but sometimes I give myself pain in order to get rid of my mental pain I've tried killing myself so many times due to my own terrible life experiences but I came too far to let that hold me back.

 

[goxua]

Sugar and danger

 

[Redt2go]

Sometimes I feel addicted to my sadness. It's nice to just feel something sometimes... Reminds me I'm human