Accessible and simple methods to ctb

[atb420]

Last time this year, I gave myself a year to turn things around and promised myself that if things didn't changed for the better, I'd finally end it after really half assed and shitty attempts in the past. The only issue with ctb is that I don't have access to buying SN or any medication that requires a prescription. Or even getting medication in general as I don't have the independence to leave my house without relying on someone as I don't drive. I've been considering the bag over the head method with some melatonin to put me to sleep or even hanging but the fear of failure or even being paralysed has scared me as I've had 8 attempts in the past with one OD which i almost succeeded but always end up failing. I've also noticed that my SI is really strong so do I need to practice on weakening that first before my plan. While I do not have much time to plan it out, maybe a week or two as I plan to leave before the end of this year, I'm willing to do any method that I could easily do with things I have at home as long as I don't end up failing. Lately, I've been wondering if I'm just an utter failure and a coward that I can't go through with it with the fear of failure but I keep telling myself that if others can, why can't I?
Any suggestions and methods that you've tried will be welcomed.

 

[theater]

I am interested in partial hanging.

 

[atb420]

I am interested in partial hanging.

I've tried it but my SI kicked in less than a minute in but do tell me more on how you'd deal with it tho

 

[theater]

I've tried it but my SI kicked in less than a minute in but do tell me more on how you'd deal with it tho

I imagine that I would tie my hands behind my back, tie my feet and legs, and then do the method of leaning forward from my knees. If I was tired and on depressants, plus I am in this position, I think it would be hard to stand up and get out.

 

[atb420]

I imagine that I would tie my hands behind my back, tie my feet and legs, and then do the method of leaning forward from my knees. If I was tired and on depressants, plus I am in this position, I think it would be hard to stand up and get out.

i never thought of doing that, i was thinking of taping my legs and hands as I don't have rope but just trynna wrap around how i'd tape my hands behind my back or is that a dumb question

 

[theater]

i never thought of doing that, i was thinking of taping my legs and hands as I don't have rope but just trynna wrap around how i'd tape my hands behind my back or is that a dumb question

I believe I can wrap or tape my hands behind my back solo. For example, I can tape my hands while they are in front of me. Then I can move my restrained hands from the front to the back by stepping my legs through the restrained. Finally, I can tape/tie my legs and feet from the rear using restrained hands.

I would definitely be able to escape these restraints if I tried. But if I was in a partial and in the lean-forward position from my knees, I do think the restraints would make it a lot harder for me to get out of the position. I would have just 5-15 seconds of alertness before losing vision and consciousness. Then I think it would be even harder to get out of the position.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also just wish for the option to just simply die in peace, I wish painless guaranteed death is accessible for me, it feels so cruel and horrible to me how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering, it terrifies me how such could happen. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[VIctorian_Hangman]

Hanging is not painless, though if done right, the pain will be brief. If you wish to restrain your hands, you could use handcuffs or a similar restraint. I suppose a short piece of rope with a slip knot in each end could work also.

 

[iojaiselaa]

Throughout my research, I come to the conclusion it would take a lot of planning and practicing to try to use "accessible" methods, if you're trying to avoid as much pain as possible.
There will always be an inherent risk with trying to take a quiet, painless way out.
Partial hanging, a gas poisoning that causes asphyxiation - are the most popular I methods I see that "knocks you out first" unless you can get ahold of prescription meds.

I think that may be my method. Spend the money going to psychiatrists or doctors, don't mention the suicide thing, and see if I can get ahold of something that will be a sure OD.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Any suggestions and methods that you've tried will be welcomed.

Im really sorry you're struggling this much.
But asking/ providing methods is against forum rules and the law. In many countries this is seen as assisted suicide.

Please check out the mega threads.

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