Story about last night

[devil]

here's a story about my night if anyone is interested

so i went and got drunk at a bar alone (always a bad idea)
my ex showed up and we got drunk together, and then i ran away from him
and managed to get to the very top of a parking garage and i pulled myself up onto
the ledge and i just stayed there with my head over the side and i was ready to let myself
fall off but my ex pulled me down and cops showed up and i got escorted to my house.
THANKFULLY they didn't send me to the hospital for inpatient because i lied and said i was
drunk and everything that i tried to do was an accident.
so now here i am, sober and wishing i would've fell over the edge last night but obviously
SI are a bitch. i don't want this life anymore, i wish someone would take it from me already.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Everything sounded kinda fun except the cop part. Not a total loss though.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Maybe getting drunk will block SI temporarily?

 

[Ghost2211]

How high was it? If it's not high enough you might just end up worse off.

 

[devil]

Maybe getting drunk will block SI temporarily?

yes it helped a lot, if i wasn't alone the other night then i definitely wouldn't be here today.

How high was it? If it's not high enough you might just end up worse off.

80 ft, i was planning to jump head first... so not exactly sure if that would've worked. jumping isn't my preferred method, i was just drunk and desperate.

 

[Quarky00]

Sounds awful .. drunken ctb with ex & police Yikes