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interna

interna

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hi, i need to get some opinions on the method ive chosen, as well as some help. will be doxxing myself, but im not bothered by it atp.

i live near this mall. im not sure how tall it is, but its got an accessible, unguarded rooftop. judging from the pics attached (although i realize they're not the best at conveying the height, sorry), do you believe it'd be high enough? i'm pretty small sized and frail, so i think yes, but i know recommended height is 10+ stories and im not sure if it's that high up. the mall itself has 3 floors not including the rooftop.


the only other reason im hesitating to go through with this method, although it's the only viable option right now, is because the rooftop's kept in check by around 2 security guards, one sitting near the entrance and one roaming around. i fear getting caught. in my heart i hope it should be difficult for them to catch me if im extremely quick and decisive with it, but idk. im also irked by traumatizing passerbys, but when catching the bus, traumatizing people is pretty much guaranteed whether you like it or not, so...
jumping also takes guts since SI is especially heavy here, but i plan to numb myself via alcohol and tranquilizers. only thing im afraid of is this fucking up my agility and making me easier to catch by security.

please let me know what you think. thank you
 
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hi, i need to get some opinions on the method ive chosen, as well as some help. will be doxxing myself, but im not bothered by it atp.

i live near this mall. im not sure how tall it is, but its got an accessible, unguarded rooftop. judging from the pics attached (although i realize they're not the best at conveying the height, sorry), do you believe it'd be high enough? i'm pretty small sized and frail, so i think yes, but i know recommended height is 10+ stories and im not sure if it's that high up. the mall itself has 3 floors not including the rooftop.


the only other reason im hesitating to go through with this method, although it's the only viable option right now, is because the rooftop's kept in check by around 2 security guards, one sitting near the entrance and one roaming around. i fear getting caught. in my heart i hope it should be difficult for them to catch me if im extremely quick and decisive with it, but idk. im also irked by traumatizing passerbys, but when catching the bus, traumatizing people is pretty much guaranteed whether you like it or not, so...
jumping also takes guts since SI is especially heavy here, but i plan to numb myself via alcohol and tranquilizers. only thing im afraid of is this fucking up my agility and making me easier to catch by security.

please let me know what you think. thank you
You are lucky ton have this possibility
 
nummie

nummie

Chronically silly
Feb 24, 2023
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Seems like a real risky plan. Ignoring the fact that youll be drunk and on tranq, from looking at the second picture i imagine the success rate would be low. Personally, i wouldnt risk it because a fail like that could lead to long term health problems and fucking up your life even more
 
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slowlydying2mrrw

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Tbh, I feel like I read a plot line for Assassin's Creed. :/ 🤗
 
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I'm having trouble visualizing the height, but think about it carefully.
 
interna

interna

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Dec 1, 2025
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Seems like a real risky plan. Ignoring the fact that youll be drunk and on tranq, from looking at the second picture i imagine the success rate would be low. Personally, i wouldnt risk it because a fail like that could lead to long term health problems and fucking up your life even more
thanks. yeah, i realize that. if im able to, ill try getting a pic of the drop tomorrow just to make sure itd kill me. if its not high enough ill just try to search a different location to jump from. thanks
 
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Its difficult to find hight where i live
 

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