bloodystarzklt
may you never forget me.
- Jan 10, 2024
- 121
i just found out that the only person who i truly love is now in a relationship. We stopped talking a few months ago, he left due to my own mental illness and his new girl is so pretty, she doesn't look like a f- barcode. I hate thinking about it cause i've always knew that things would end like this but shit this hurts like hell.
in the end i know that i deserve this bc i'm so selfish, i ruin everything with own selfishness. I was never there for him like he was for me, i was never good enough but i triwd, i really did.
i'm trembling sm, idk what to do i just wsnt to be okay. Im homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me, pls someone tell me things are gonna be okay cause im so weak that i can't even calm myself down bc evrrything was my fault, he was the only person that treated me like im not a piece of shit and that maybe i worth something aahhaagah
in the end i know that i deserve this bc i'm so selfish, i ruin everything with own selfishness. I was never there for him like he was for me, i was never good enough but i triwd, i really did.
i'm trembling sm, idk what to do i just wsnt to be okay. Im homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me, pls someone tell me things are gonna be okay cause im so weak that i can't even calm myself down bc evrrything was my fault, he was the only person that treated me like im not a piece of shit and that maybe i worth something aahhaagah
