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killmeeeenowww

killmeeeenowww

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Apr 8, 2025
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So recently i am feeling so extremely down, extremely miserable, it's extremely hard to keep going, i don't have anyone, no friends, no family (who cares), nothing, and recently i attempted to ctb a couple of times, and im honestly embarrassed, it feels so tiring, im too lazy to actually find a rope or something, and it really hurts me because i just know how little everyone cares about me, they don't even care a little bit. I really wish that i just was never born, excuse my writing or something i just tried to ctb AGAIN like 10 or 20 minutes ago, and it's making me really mad and just sad, because i keep being met with disappointments and failures, which is absolutely killing me. All i wanted in life was to be loved, and someone to care:(
 
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UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

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I'm sorry, that sounds horrible. 🫂 You somewhat OK now?
 

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