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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Cuppatea856

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May 27, 2020
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I've been here since May 2020. I'm very private, and have severe social anxiety, in addition to bipolar disorder. I'm so tired of living with it. The meds don't work, the therapy doesn't work, nothing I've tried works anymore.
I am feeling depressed, so there's no way I have the energy to reach the 200 posts threshold or whatever the mystery number is.
I understand the need to have a "locked" forum due to attacks on this site, but what I'm feeling is that I've been kept out of the only place that gave me the info I needed to complete my journey.
I sure there are others like me that have been here for awhile, but aren't prolific posters.
The Peaceful Pill Handbook is $95. That's the only way forward for me.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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May 8, 2020
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I've been here since May 2020. I'm very private, and have severe social anxiety, in addition to bipolar disorder. I'm so tired of living with it. The meds don't work, the therapy doesn't work, nothing I've tried works anymore.
I am feeling depressed, so there's no way I have the energy to reach the 200 posts threshold or whatever the mystery number is.
I understand the need to have a "locked" forum due to attacks on this site, but what I'm feeling is that I've been kept out of the only place that gave me the info I needed to complete my journey.
I sure there are others like me that have been here for awhile, but aren't prolific posters.
The Peaceful Pill Handbook is $95. That's the only way forward for me.
There's no "secret information" in the sanctuary. All the pinned resource threads are still on the open forum.
 
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Cuppatea856

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May 27, 2020
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There's no "secret information" in the sanctuary. All the pinned resource threads are still on the open forum.
Thanks for the response, when I was clicking on the links, for example, in the firearms discussion yesterday, they were taking me to sanctioned suicide @ the dot.com address.
It seems the links are working again. Good to know.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

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May 8, 2020
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Thanks for the response, when I was clicking on the links, for example, in the firearms discussion yesterday, they were taking me to sanctioned suicide @ the dot.com address.
It seems the links are working again. Good to know.
Oh, yah, the site moved around a bit the last couple of days. They're probably still ironing out some kinks.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
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I am really scared to lose this place. My posts might not be 200 but they are often long and often very personal. But i understand that not everyone shall have access to it. I hope this forum will exist when i reach the threshold.
 
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brainpain2

brainpain2

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Sep 16, 2019
126
Excellent . I hope I can see it soon. I have been here longer than I appear. I lost my first account due to losing the password hence the "2" in my name
 
CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
I believe I've met the requirements to gain access, is there something special I need to do like message a mod? Looking forward to having somewhere to post free from fixthe26 lurkers
 
Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
I believe I've met the requirements to gain access, is there something special I need to do like message a mod? Looking forward to having somewhere to post free from fixthe26 lurkers
I believe you need another 5 weeks still.
 
torimandy

torimandy

Fear is the mind killer
Aug 3, 2020
146
It sad that I will probably never find sanctuary, but in my real life I will never find it either so I guess it's no biggie.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
It sad that I will probably never find sanctuary, but in my real life I will never find it either so I guess it's no biggie.
You only have 77 posts to go!
Spam the game threads for a day and you're in like Flynn.
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
Off topic, but I got excited that Marquis was back. Then I looked at the date. :(
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
It appears to be 2 months + 200 posts + hidden criteria to determine your standing in the community.
Wow, I don't even know if I plan to be here that long. I originally intended to be here for a few days but I failed and now I don't see anything 😔.
 
suicidesheep31.1

suicidesheep31.1

hurt by life
Aug 7, 2022
104
Hi,
I wanted to know if this subforum is still active?
 
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pole

Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
1,385
Hi,
I wanted to know if this subforum is still active?
yes, it is. the private sub forum is known as "The Sanctuary".

members will see it once they reach certain requirements.
 
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suicidesheep31.1

hurt by life
Aug 7, 2022
104
Thanks for re[lying.
I was in before but I had to create a new profile and thus I lost the access.
Good to hear that it is still active.
Do you get more info currently about the sources when you are in?
 
Downdraft

Downdraft

I've felt better ngl
Feb 6, 2024
660
I knew the subreddit existed. Am I old enough now? 👀
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Thanks for re[lying.
I was in before but I had to create a new profile and thus I lost the access.
Good to hear that it is still active.
Do you get more info currently about the sources when you are in?
Sources for what? No, there is nothing discussed in The Sanctuary that is not already discussed in other forums. If you are following discussions in the regular forums, you know as much as anyone else.
 
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Just_Another_Person

Just_Another_Person

Student
Sep 16, 2024
194
Not sure if this can be asked, but the time needed is more than 6 months? I'm very curious but I am not sure I will be around (because of ctb) for more than that 😅

Edit: not asking about what is in there.
 
willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,937
Honestly, nothing that isn't already discussed in the suicide section.
It's really just the suicide discussion but with less chance of getting a response to a question. It's just a bunch of user diaries for venting that rarely get much interaction.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,260
It's really just the suicide discussion but with less chance of getting a response to a question. It's just a bunch of user diaries for venting that rarely get much interaction.
There's a little more than that. But, you're right for the most part. Sometimes there's discussions on various topics. And, as I said, I've seen the same topics discussed there as in the suicide section.
It's really just the suicide discussion, but with less chance of getting a response to a question.
😂🤣😂😂That really cracked me up for some reason. Thanks for that. 😂🤣🤣😂
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,937
There's a little more than that. But, you're right for the most part. Sometimes there's discussions on various topics. And, as I said, I've seen the same topics discussed there as in the suicide section.

😂🤣😂😂That really cracked me up for some reason. Thanks for that. 😂🤣🤣😂
It's true though haha. You ask a question there and someone may or may not get back to you in 3-5 business days.
 
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