a SN demise... out in nature ?

[catfriend]

SN is my method of choice at the moment. i've read a few accounts on here of folks taking it (or planning to take it) at home or at a hotel, but i wonder, would it be viable to go deep into a forest and take it there? i'd like for my body to remain undiscovered and undisturbed -- there's something oddly comforting in that.

what i'm not sure about, though, is how comfortable it's likely to be, when i'm actually there, in the moment. there may be flies and insects to contend with, as well as the weather, and my fear is that these factors will only serve as distractions and prevent a favorable outcome: a relatively painless death.

it's not clear to me if the SN method is more suited for the indoors... especially given the care and preparation required.

 

[Jadeith]

i'd like for my body to remain undiscovered and undisturbed

there may be flies and insects to contend with

As you noticed, it will be discovered and disturbed. Just not by hoomins. Not immediately at least.
As for use SN in outdoor setting - there's nothing preventing you from doing that. I mean, sure, you don't want to do this in raging storm since it would be quite unpleasant but other than that? I can't see a reason against such setting. You can always get yourself smol camo tent or at least mosquito net to prevent eleents and bugs from getting too soon to you.

 

[catfriend]

As you noticed, it will be discovered and disturbed. Just not by hoomins. Not immediately at least.

heh, yes, i should've specified: discovered and disturbed by non-hoomins is just fine -- i welcome it, actually. :)

a camo tent is a good idea, thank you!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You should take it wherever you feel the most comfortable - for many people this is probably their home and their bed. But it's also possible to ingest SN somewhere outside in nature.

Regarding your corps being found - that depends on where you live bc in densely populated countries it's highly likely that your corps will be found sooner or later.

 

[beeptad]

I've also thought about taking SN outside, maybe hiking to a semi remote sort of area.

 

[J&L383]

heh, yes, i should've specified: discovered and disturbed by non-hoomins is just fine -- i welcome it, actually. :)

a camo tent is a good idea, thank you!

I have had this thought too, to die au naturel. Just as all life does. (Whether or not it's CTB). As long as I'm not still semi-conscious while the "discovering" goes on. For that reason I think a tent is a good idea.

 

[2messdup]

SN is my method of choice at the moment. i've read a few accounts on here of folks taking it (or planning to take it) at home or at a hotel, but i wonder, would it be viable to go deep into a forest and take it there? i'd like for my body to remain undiscovered and undisturbed -- there's something oddly comforting in that.

what i'm not sure about, though, is how comfortable it's likely to be, when i'm actually there, in the moment. there may be flies and insects to contend with, as well as the weather, and my fear is that these factors will only serve as distractions and prevent a favorable outcome: a relatively painless death.

it's not clear to me if the SN method is more suited for the indoors... especially given the care and preparation required.

I was going to use sn in a wood within a very large nature reserve. What stopped me was - I want to die somewhere familiar, I don't want random animals being poisoned by sn in my vomit. Weather cos it'll be cold in the night, and doing it in the day risks being found, even in a large forest. But it's a beautiful place to do it.
Boringly perhaps, because I still want to die outside, I'm going to set up my one man tent (was originally for charcoal method before I got sn) in my garden in a hidden spot, leave the door open until I start to feel like I'm going to black out then shut the door. No access for animals. And being in a tent has rescued me from abusive dangers and been a safe place at the start and in my later life. I will still experience the night sky, the stars, the sounds, the breeze, just the whole outdoors thing but at home in my safe place. I think it will be perfect for me. Sorry I went on a bit. Got carried away in my thoughts. And I live in a very rural area with few people and they don't bother with me, so will be amazingly peaceful.

I've also thought about taking SN outside, maybe hiking to a semi remote sort of area.

Yeah. Somewhere really beautiful

 

[catfriend]

I don't want random animals being poisoned by sn in my vomit.

oh, this is a great point! i hadn't considered that my vomit would be toxic. i most definitely don't want to harm the critters. :(

i think your approach sounds beautiful and certainly very peaceful -- no need to apologize! spending your final moments in a tent, your safe place, is very fitting.

wishing you all the best with it, whatever you end up doing. :)

 

[Halfhourdays]

Since roommates make ctbing at home not an option, and since I am not allowed to get a hotel room, going out in nature is an option I keep playing with, too.