Fly🦋

Fly🦋

One day I'll be with the stars sleeping forever.
Dec 30, 2019
59
I am so close to getting SN! I barely ever do explanation marks so you know it's a really big deal. It's just one problem. I typed in my mom's 25 dollars visa card information so if i press the confirm and pay button she will know somethings up when she only has 3.45 dollars and cents left.
My mom makes a big deal about money because we aren't really.. wealthy. We are kind of poor so of course she will freak out. Would it make me selfish to still take the money and hide the card so she thinks she lost it? I feel like a horrible person right now. I don't really feel guilty about stuff especially with my mom, a big part of my pain but now i do. I really don't like having emotions. What do you think I should go? Buy it with her card or don't? This might be one of those few chances.
 
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Dec 31, 2019
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No way you can get some money back for her while u wait?
 
not4us

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I am so close to getting SN! I barely ever do explanation marks so you know it's a really big deal. It's just one problem. I typed in my mom's 25 dollars visa card information so if i press the confirm and pay button she will know somethings up when she only has 3.45 dollars and cents left.
My mom makes a big deal about money because we aren't really.. wealthy. We are kind of poor so of course she will freak out. Would it make me selfish to still take the money and hide the card so she thinks she lost it? I feel like a horrible person right now. I don't really feel guilty about stuff especially with my mom, a big part of my pain but now i do. I really don't like having emotions. What do you think I should go? Buy it with her card or don't? This might be one of those few chances.
your mom is the reason you are here
 
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Personally I wouldn't, but that's just me. Plus possibly a number of ways to get money without needing to do that.

Although the cost you're saying it is seems.... expensive.... Especially if you're in the US.


So... personally I'd find another way for money, and definitely price shop... but again, that's what I'd do
 
Fly🦋

Fly🦋

One day I'll be with the stars sleeping forever.
Dec 30, 2019
59
Personally I wouldn't, but that's just me. Plus possibly a number of ways to get money without needing to do that.

Although the cost you're saying it is seems.... expensive.... Especially if you're in the US.


So... personally I'd find another way for money, and definitely price shop... but again, that's what I'd do
I guess you could say i am lazy. I'm focusing all on school, friends and surfing on the internet so I don't really want a job. My bipolar depression just makes me feel unmotivated, i don't want to do anything. Now i just spend my time in my bed all day drawing, watching TV and gong on here. It's just the lazy way out. I'm not really proud of my laziness though.
 

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