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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Hi
Just a hypothetical question
You are in the resus department of a hospital having tried ctb when your heart stops and you have a near death experience.
The common thought pattern is that your soul would become free and you are able to see your physical body from above.
A loved one or someone you hold dear stands beside the bed sobbing and very distraught.
You are given the choice to live or die.
What would you chose?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Hi
Just a hypothetical question
You are in the resus department of a hospital having tried ctb when your heart stops and you have a near death experience.
The common thought pattern is that your soul would become free and you are able to see your physical body from above.
A loved one or someone you hold dear stands beside the bed sobbing and very distraught.
You are given the choice to live or die.
What would you chose?
It would depend on what kind of life I had and if I had a lot to look forward to as far as things that give u meaning and joy.
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
Pretty sure I would take the death choice.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Hi
Just a hypothetical question
You are in the resus department of a hospital having tried ctb when your heart stops and you have a near death experience.
The common thought pattern is that your soul would become free and you are able to see your physical body from above.
A loved one or someone you hold dear stands beside the bed sobbing and very distraught.
You are given the choice to live or die.
What would you chose?
Death, I'm incapable of loving them I'm the way that they deserve and I'd rather die before they figure that out.
 
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BeyondtheVeil

BeyondtheVeil

Member
Nov 25, 2018
39
At this point in my life I don't feel as compelled to ctb as I once did. However, if I were to have a near death experience and were given the opportunity to exit the Earth plane, my answer would be a resounding YESSS! It's not even that I have a bad life either. I honestly don't have much at all to complain about. I've just never felt like I completely belong inside of this Earth reality/inside of my life. There has always been a palpable disconnect for me. I practice meditation regularly so I'm very connected to the knowing that there IS life after death of the physical body. And so I'm constantly longing to go back home as I like to call it, and wake up from this human dream entirely.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Death ofcourse! Boy I wish dying was that easy!
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
I think as difficult as it would be to witness the grief of people I know, I would still choose to leave. Death is inevitable and the only differential with our choice is suffering.
 
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9a91

9a91

Member
Jan 13, 2019
18
I think that person would understand and cherish my death better than me coming back. I know how much of a hassle is to care about the ill. Death would be the lesser evil choice here for me. People like to say that they're thankful that I'm here but that hurts especially if I know that It would be better without. The reality is just like that.
 
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