erdbeeren
Student
- Oct 13, 2021
- 100
"You're doing it to yourself, aren't you? Why do you persist in the midst of your rape, of your exploitation, why do you struggle to continue as you starve and thirst? Why do you grasp at accomplishment?
You're doing it to yourself. Suicide is the solution to all of your problems. Death is the solution to all of the ills and torments of life. No good deed goes unpunished- the reward for success is another battle. The reward for sating hunger is the experience of hunger on another day. You're doing it to yourself. One jump and it's over, one bullet to the skull, and it's finished. One bout of drowning, and you're through, one bout of starvation… one bout of thirst. The universe isn't punishing you; you are punishing yourself. It has shown you its hand, it makes no lofty promises. It shows you its malice and cruelty, its depravity, bare-faced and with no obfuscation. But you say 'maybe dessert is around the corner'. You take the whip, and say 'give it to me daddy. Beat me, abuse me, make me your slut, your whore. Spit on me for 99 days, then show me your love for a mere 24 hours. I want it. I will endure it.'
All the malice and torture in this world, we endure as a choice. Kill your fucking self. Kill your fucking self, and end it all. But you're afraid to die, but you want that status, that orgasm. When you refuse to kill yourself, and take this punishment over and over again, you do it to yourself, and it's exactly what you deserve, you depraved masochistic whiny pathetic creature."
One thing I disagree with here is victim blaming. Breeders chose to force us onto this earth without consent. Also, death is far more arduous than it should be because of si and our bodies being programmed to try to live at all costs.
Other than that, it's a well-articulated, comprehensive explanation of the rationality of ctb.
You're doing it to yourself. Suicide is the solution to all of your problems. Death is the solution to all of the ills and torments of life. No good deed goes unpunished- the reward for success is another battle. The reward for sating hunger is the experience of hunger on another day. You're doing it to yourself. One jump and it's over, one bullet to the skull, and it's finished. One bout of drowning, and you're through, one bout of starvation… one bout of thirst. The universe isn't punishing you; you are punishing yourself. It has shown you its hand, it makes no lofty promises. It shows you its malice and cruelty, its depravity, bare-faced and with no obfuscation. But you say 'maybe dessert is around the corner'. You take the whip, and say 'give it to me daddy. Beat me, abuse me, make me your slut, your whore. Spit on me for 99 days, then show me your love for a mere 24 hours. I want it. I will endure it.'
All the malice and torture in this world, we endure as a choice. Kill your fucking self. Kill your fucking self, and end it all. But you're afraid to die, but you want that status, that orgasm. When you refuse to kill yourself, and take this punishment over and over again, you do it to yourself, and it's exactly what you deserve, you depraved masochistic whiny pathetic creature."
One thing I disagree with here is victim blaming. Breeders chose to force us onto this earth without consent. Also, death is far more arduous than it should be because of si and our bodies being programmed to try to live at all costs.
Other than that, it's a well-articulated, comprehensive explanation of the rationality of ctb.
