notevenhere
Ghost Angel
- Apr 27, 2023
- 142
theyre both dead.
the only true people who knew you.
one is made of ash, now.
the other is a dead man walking.
he's already dead.
(my platonic soulmate, maeve, has died from taking their own life last year.)
(my first love, romantic soulmate, will one day die to suicide)
he is still alive, the love of my life, but not for long. not past 30.
me? not past 28.
if i believe it enough, we're cuddling in bed,
you pat my head, because it's my most favorite thing in the world.
i still remember the soft, gentle weight of your palm on head
when you got up from your seat.
the only true people who knew you.
one is made of ash, now.
the other is a dead man walking.
he's already dead.
(my platonic soulmate, maeve, has died from taking their own life last year.)
(my first love, romantic soulmate, will one day die to suicide)
he is still alive, the love of my life, but not for long. not past 30.
me? not past 28.
if i believe it enough, we're cuddling in bed,
you pat my head, because it's my most favorite thing in the world.
i still remember the soft, gentle weight of your palm on head
when you got up from your seat.
