A place where it felt like home but everyone is a stranger and i'm unwanted and alone

[Oblivion]

I went tonight to this metal pub/lounge, a nice place that plays metal music, it's been 10 years since i last attended a metal concert, and it all came back to me, how i felt like i belonged there, the atmosphere, the music, the people, it felt like home but i was alone there, friendless and everyone is with someone else, groups of friends or couples together, i had a drink felt like a creepy fuck looking around at people, felt unwanted and alone, i couldn't stay. i wanted to stay, i wanted to chill with someone, i wanted to listen to the music with someone else, i went out, walked like a broken piece of shit to my car, broke down and cried like a little bitch, 30 minutes later i got back to my super mania feeling extremely fucking good for no reason. i wanna fucking smash this piece of shit brain.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life is just so depressing and awful. I'm sorry that you are suffering. I wish you the best.

 

[solisoccasus]

I went tonight to this metal pub/lounge, a nice place that plays metal music, it's been 10 years since i last attended a metal concert, and it all came back to me, how i felt like i belonged there, the atmosphere, the music, the people, it felt like home but i was alone there, friendless and everyone is with someone else, groups of friends or couples together, i had a drink felt like a creepy fuck looking around at people, felt unwanted and alone, i couldn't stay. i wanted to stay, i wanted to chill with someone, i wanted to listen to the music with someone else, i went out, walked like a broken piece of shit to my car, broke down and cried like a little bitch, 30 minutes later i got back to my super mania feeling extremely fucking good for no reason. i wanna fucking smash this piece of shit brain.

The other week, I wanted to go out with some friends but none of them were available. And it fucking kills me inside to think that none of them would want to go with me. And did you know that I fucking cried coz i was all alone and it's fucking painful ti be alone when you needed someone to be there for you.

 

[Oblivion]

The other week, I wanted to go out with some friends but none of them were available. And it fucking kills me inside to think that none of them would want to go with me. And did you know that I fucking cried coz i was all alone and it's fucking painful ti be alone when you needed someone to be there for you.

I don't even interact with people anymore, they all end up hating me and staying away from me

 

[CommitSudoku]

I cannot bring myself to even go out to most places. I'd always be alone and I have so much anxiety. I wish sometimes someone could just pull me with them and do things. But I know my anxiety and depression would remain so it's just a dream. I'm glad you were able to enjoy some pleasant feelings during the night at least. Maybe if you ever go again you could try talking to the owner, you could use how you were there 10 years ago as a talking point. They probably appreciate the patronage, and then you might feel slightly more like you belong. Just thoughts. I wish you the best whatever you may do.

 

[whatevs]

This life is just so depressing and awful. I'm sorry that you are suffering. I wish you the best.

You are a very strange individual.

I cannot bring myself to even go out to most places. I'd always be alone and I have so much anxiety. I wish sometimes someone could just pull me with them and do things. But I know my anxiety and depression would remain so it's just a dream. I'm glad you were able to enjoy some pleasant feelings during the night at least. Maybe if you ever go again you could try talking to the owner, you could use how you were there 10 years ago as a talking point. They probably appreciate the patronage, and then you might feel slightly more like you belong. Just thoughts. I wish you the best whatever you may do.

Nah, you must go with friends or you are fucked. Nobody gets in such places alone unless you already know people there or you are a miraculous social butterfly.

 

[Oblivion]

I cannot bring myself to even go out to most places. I'd always be alone and I have so much anxiety. I wish sometimes someone could just pull me with them and do things. But I know my anxiety and depression would remain so it's just a dream. I'm glad you were able to enjoy some pleasant feelings during the night at least. Maybe if you ever go again you could try talking to the owner, you could use how you were there 10 years ago as a talking point. They probably appreciate the patronage, and then you might feel slightly more like you belong. Just thoughts. I wish you the best whatever you may do.

It wasn't pleasant at all, it was extremely bitter and horrible

You are a very strange individual.

Nah, you must go with friends or you are fucked. Nobody gets in such places alone unless you already know people there or you are a miraculous social butterfly.

What's strange about what he said?