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Sad.L0lly
suicidal little girl
- Feb 2, 2020
- 21
My life is always a mess. Never stops, I never have peace here.
Pregnant, I feel so ugly everyday. My boyfriend seems not realized that he's going to be a dad. Today I found a chat of him and I'm gonna break up and kill myself. I have Bipolar Disorder and addicted in drugs, I never stopped of useing cocaine and weed all my gestation. I can't tell to my familly and... I don't know. I always wanted to die, why don't do this before my son is born.
So, what type of death this sh*tty mommy deserves? Cut my wrists like I did before? Hang myself and it goes wrong again? (I tried three times). Jump off from a build or bridge?
Please, help me. I just wanna die soon. Fast.
Please, don't judge me. I have people judging around me all the time, everyday. Just help me with a kind of peaceful death, I deserve it.
Pregnant, I feel so ugly everyday. My boyfriend seems not realized that he's going to be a dad. Today I found a chat of him and I'm gonna break up and kill myself. I have Bipolar Disorder and addicted in drugs, I never stopped of useing cocaine and weed all my gestation. I can't tell to my familly and... I don't know. I always wanted to die, why don't do this before my son is born.
So, what type of death this sh*tty mommy deserves? Cut my wrists like I did before? Hang myself and it goes wrong again? (I tried three times). Jump off from a build or bridge?
Please, help me. I just wanna die soon. Fast.
Please, don't judge me. I have people judging around me all the time, everyday. Just help me with a kind of peaceful death, I deserve it.