Nemaki Arber

Nemaki Arber

Lost soul & chat lurker
Mar 24, 2023
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Does DMC work for Canada? I found the website I think and send an email inquiry about obtaining SN
 
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stopmesuffering

Member
Aug 15, 2024
63
Could I please get DM too with sources?
 
Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

11:11
Feb 25, 2020
125
I purchased SN a few years ago (before pandemic) from EBay, the seller was well known on here at the time. I was visited by police after my local police force was contacted by Manchester police. There had been an investigation on the seller and everyone who purchased it from him was visited for a welfare check. Obviously when you buy from eBay your address etc for postage is available so I can see why they visited me. There had been a few deaths of people who had purchased SN from this seller hence why Manchester police decided to act on it. (The seller was based in Manchester).

I was very shocked at the time, they asked if I still had the SN in the house and I told them I bought it when I was feeling low but felt better now and has flushed it down the toilet a while back (lies). They seemed happy with my explanation and then they left. I was glad they didn't ask to search my home or anything, it was still scary.

Made me very cautious after that. I did post on here at the time when this happened and if I remember correctly a few users in the UK had also had a welfare check from their local police forces.
 
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wren-briar

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Jul 1, 2024
241
My son got a welfare check. ... the welfare check was 2 months after he CTB

First and foremost, I'm so sorry to hear about your son's passing. I hope he's found the peace that he was seeking and that you're doing as well as you can given the death of your son! šŸ«‚

Out of curiosity, are you here primarily seeking a better understanding of what led to your son's passing or because you yourself are planning to, or have at least considered the possibility of, CTB yourself?
 
dazednconfused

dazednconfused

could i be an angel?
Oct 8, 2024
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so i should ask him to delete my records, if i bought from DMC? i don't want to endanger my family considering the divorce... oh god did i do something terribly wrong, am i going to get my family separated...
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
so i should ask him to delete my records, if i bought from DMC? i don't want to endanger my family considering the divorce... oh god did i do something terribly wrong, am i going to get my family separated...
I think you'd better ask him to delete your data in order to make sure you won't get a welfare check in case something happens to the guy behind DMC.
 
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dazednconfused

dazednconfused

could i be an angel?
Oct 8, 2024
94
I think you'd better ask him to delete your data in order to make sure you won't get a welfare check in case something happens to the guy behind DMC.
damn. okay, i just emailed. end my fucking life am i right lmfaoooo great great great i ruin everything i touch now i really better make this worth it and just end my life lolll
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
damn. okay, i just emailed. end my fucking life am i right lmfaoooo great great great i ruin everything i touch now i really better make this worth it and just end my life lolll
Why are you so tense? Do you wanna talk about it?
 
dazednconfused

dazednconfused

could i be an angel?
Oct 8, 2024
94
Why are you so tense? Do you wanna talk about it?
im on the fence about following through.. my parents are getting a divorce, i have 4 younger siblings. my mom is trying her best, tells me please to keep trying and not make things harder because shes doing her best for me and i need to work with her. my therapist, im lucky to have one, thanks to my mom who works so hard. if they got a welfare check which theyve been begging me not to do anything like run away or some shit like that, it could seriously fuck with things bc my dad is likely trying to avoid paying money to my mom in child support. the case is probably going to be that, because my mom is bipolar, she can't be trusted with us and she gave me mental illness. i have been in the ward, i know i am a um whats the phrase, a coin. something like that, a playing token.

she has always called me selfish, but i know that if anything like that ever is to happen, theres no luck for me. i know shell have been right. even more so than before.
now i have to at least make it worth the effort and end it even if im on the fence because otherwise im hurting everyone, ruining everything, for nothing. im sick of myself. i hate myself more than anything. :)
8aa3b3725274a3a48c23787159978a04 <- sry i like putting gifs in my posts to lighten the mood lol
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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im on the fence about following through.. my parents are getting a divorce, i have 4 younger siblings. my mom is trying her best, tells me please to keep trying and not make things harder because shes doing her best for me and i need to work with her. my therapist, im lucky to have one, thanks to my mom who works so hard. if they got a welfare check which theyve been begging me not to do anything like run away or some shit like that, it could seriously fuck with things bc my dad is likely trying to avoid paying money to my mom in child support. the case is probably going to be that, because my mom is bipolar, she can't be trusted with us and she gave me mental illness. i have been in the ward, i know i am a um whats the phrase, a coin. something like that, a playing token.

she has always called me selfish, but i know that if anything like that ever is to happen, theres no luck for me. i know shell have been right. even more so than before.
now i have to at least make it worth the effort and end it even if im on the fence because otherwise im hurting everyone, ruining everything, for nothing. im sick of myself. i hate myself more than anything. :)
View attachment 152222<- sry i like putting gifs in my posts to lighten the mood lol
Well, don't be too harsh on yourself. For all we know, there's no reason DMC would get caught in the near future.
 
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singingcrow

singingcrow

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Jul 7, 2024
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idk what to do. I want to order sn from dmc but don't want a welfare check when he gets arrested :/
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
idk what to do. I want to order sn from dmc but don't want a welfare check when he gets arrested :/
Ask him to delete your data after you receive your order. Or try to find a less risky source - which will be much, much cheaper. There are plenty of sources which ship to individuals in Poland.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,368
Could you help me as well please? I can't send you a pm for some reason.
What kind of help do you need? As for PMs, you can't send some until you've posted a certain number of messages on the forum. Keep interacting with people and you'll rapidly unlock this feature.
 
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complex

Member
Aug 22, 2024
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Has anyone UK based had a welfare check after ordering from DMC?
Nope
Can they search your house?? Surely not?? Can they take away the SN?? šŸ˜” Surely not as it is not an illegal substance. Sheesh they can't take my rope, or meds or .... So how can they take SALT??
Can they search your house?? Surely not?? Hard to get a warrant for such a search?? Can they take away the SN?? šŸ˜” Surely not as it not an illegal substance. Sheesh they can't take my rope, or pills or .... So how can they take SALT??
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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They can't search your house nor force you to give you the salt. If it ever happens you just have to bullshit them out of your home.
 
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Decided98

Decided98

ā€œAll life is a near death experience.ā€
Dec 27, 2022
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What
They can't search your house nor force you to give you the salt. If it ever happens you just have to bullshit them out of your home.
if we live with family?
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
231
idk what to do. I want to order sn from dmc but don't want a welfare check when he gets arrested :/
The odds of you getting one are very low and if you do so what? Answer the door and tell them your okay and if they say more be dismissive and get on with your day.
 
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Fangarina

Student
Sep 9, 2024
148
I have ordered from DMC - I'm being positive that there will be no welfare checks as it's not purchased in the UK, so they will have no records of what I have purchased, and they seem to be aware of what/ who they are selling to so are labelling the packages incorrectly.
Once I have received my order I will email to have my details removed from his system cover it.
I did notice they have put a new disclaimer on the product infošŸ«  obviously to cover their own back should it be traced back to them.

Fingers crossed all goes to plan. They have upped their shipping within the space of a week so another assumption that their sales have peaked a little recently.
 
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willow115

willow115

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Oct 9, 2024
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My welfare check in 2023 was no big deal. They never entered my home and didn't confiscate anything. What happens would depend on the choices of the local agency. I wouldn't stress it.
 
singingcrow

singingcrow

Member
Jul 7, 2024
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My welfare check in 2023 was no big deal. They never entered my home and didn't confiscate anything. What happens would depend on the choices of the local agency. I wouldn't stress it.
what did they say?
 
willow115

willow115

Member
Oct 9, 2024
60
what did they say?
They said almost nothing. Hey, we're this agency, what are you doing? I said oh nothing, I was just sad. I let them know I discarded it which was true. They said feel better soon.

I think as soon as they knew I wasn't a minor and no minors lived at my home they cared way less. The huge shutdown of my supplier was more about that.
 
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Fangarina

Student
Sep 9, 2024
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They said almost nothing. Hey, we're this agency, what are you doing? I said oh nothing, I was just sad. I let them know I discarded it which was true. They said feel better soon.

I think as soon as they knew I wasn't a minor and no minors lived at my home they cared way less. The huge shutdown of my supplier was more about that.

Was yours the Canadian supplier?
 
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Fangarina

Student
Sep 9, 2024
148
Makes sense, but annoying.

Im still feeling ok about no welfare checks on mine when it arrives purely because its from a different source and hopefully not traced.
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

im at fault for all of this. try to help but hurt
Sep 24, 2024
166
Hey, Mind going into the DMs for one moment? I want to see if my polish sources are the ones you know, especially that Ive been browsing through my nations sources for quite a while already, its just that I found SaSu quite late, around 3 weeks after my planned suicide lmfao
 

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