TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Specialist
Nov 24, 2023
357
I feel like this doesn't belong in recovery or off topic because it's sort of my reason why note
Should I decide to kick the bucket anytime soon.
It's called Comorbid Growing Pains.


Echoes of eternity
Your voice screaming
I can still feel your touch...
This phantom pain
Wears me down just too much
Graves of guilt collecting dust,
And a grave six feet deep
Isn't low enough for me
To rott

I fell through the basement
When I thought I hit rock bottom
But here I am 66 layers deep
And you're still here with me
Inside of my head
You're still my everything
In the grave of the fireflies
True love dies
Or maybe it's me

And these comorbid growing pains
Will be the end of me
Owed to the agony
Sealed with a kiss Mercury
You're burning me
And pulling me inside out
As the cycle repeats
Nothing means sense anymore
But you're still here inside of me
Maybe even more than me
Maybe even something more than real

Is there anything that I want to keep in me;
With this one chance to speak?
Maybe I'll see you swimming naked in the afterbirth,
in a primordial reunion
But I'll love you till the end of time

Even little angels meet death
At The bitter end,
Even purity is pulled apart.
Years have gone,
And you still have my heart
In the vise of your teeth.

This new flesh,
Her silhouette isn't yours,
And his shadow in place of mine
kills me
And all these drugs I take don't heal me
I pray to God they fucking kill me sometimes.
You said you wanted reality?
Rose red and white wounds,
Bloom like flowers upon my tomb
As the rose withers,
I hope you bloom.
 
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logi3535

logi3535

nice while it lasted
Jan 8, 2024
119
i really enjoy poems, this one is morbidly beautiful :heart:
 
offtotheraces

offtotheraces

Member
Jan 12, 2024
5
Wow! This poem is so beautifully written.. you are very talented OP
 
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Life'sA6itch

Student
Oct 29, 2023
155
it's very good, turn it into a song!
 
Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
99
I really enjoyed reading this. Thank you for sharing it with us :heart:
 

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