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livingdeaddyke

livingdeaddyke

Just Like You
Dec 10, 2025
19
i forgot to make this. i was a little overwhelmed yesterday.
so here's a little about me if you happen to be curious.

- I am a lesbian and go by he/she pronouns.
- i do struggle a lot with severe depression, anxiety, social anxiety, trauma, delusional attachment and (maybe) BPD.
- my favorite songs are "just like you" by Allison Iraheta, "slipped away" by Avril Lavigne "lilium" (opening to elfen lied), "yumemitetano atashi" by Daoko, and "#19" by Aphex Twin.
- in therapy right now.
- hospitalized two times this year (first time for attempting via drinking chemical solution, second time for cutting).

that's pretty much all you need to know about me. i may or may not edit this in the future.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
The intro to Elfen Lied really had the best music and I'm glad you know the name to it because most people don't. The opening and endings to the anime are actually fine Art parodies of Gustav Klimt's art, in case you feel like having your mind blown.
Admittingly I haven't heard too much Apex twins but I really do like "at the heart of it all" which they wrote for Nine Inch Nails and it still gets labeled as a nine inch nails song more than AT song.

I'm sorry you've been spiraling but I'm glad that you're here and I hope you find whatever you're looking for. I've recently re-entered therapy myself and it's something that I've been resistant towards for a long time.
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

bark bark ᯓ★
Jul 25, 2024
687
Welcome to this wretched place
 
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livingdeaddyke

livingdeaddyke

Just Like You
Dec 10, 2025
19
The intro to Elfen Lied really had the best music and I'm glad you know the name to it because most people don't. The opening and endings to the anime are actually fine Art parodies of Gustav Klimt's art, in case you feel like having your mind blown.
Admittingly I haven't heard too much Apex twins but I really do like "at the heart of it all" which they wrote for Nine Inch Nails and it still gets labeled as a nine inch nails song more than AT song.

I'm sorry you've been spiraling but I'm glad that you're here and I hope you find whatever you're looking for. I've recently re-entered therapy myself and it's something that I've been resistant towards for a long time.
hiya im so glad you also know the anime too!!
 
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