stxnstones
New Member
- Jun 18, 2024
- 3
Hi folks, I'm new here, and I'm really, really ready to make my exit. For obvious reasons, this must unfold as planned, but also because what few things I own of value, I plan to sell to finance my trip. And it ain't much. From you all, I am hoping for some guidance around the specifics. There's a catch though; I'm bringing my dog with me. Before any rush to judgement, she's 14 and at the end of her lifespan. Her health is declining. She's in pain with injuries that can't be corrected because her heart likely wouldn't withstand anesthesia. She's very attached to me, and I to her. She's the love of my life. Also, I had to come home early once after only four days of vacation because she hadn't taken any food or water since boarding. I didn't mind though. I haven't felt that needed since, well, ever.
Back to the point. I suffer from really bad OCD so a mess is out of the question... and kind of ironic... I won't have pain being the last sensation we feel either. I kind of like the idea of massive opiates, but they can be tricky to find, and I don't really want to be remembered as an addict. I'm leaning toward suffocation via helium, but how? I can't pressurize. Sequester a small space? A tent? Lifetime supply of duct tape? Another route? Any ideas?
Back to the point. I suffer from really bad OCD so a mess is out of the question... and kind of ironic... I won't have pain being the last sensation we feel either. I kind of like the idea of massive opiates, but they can be tricky to find, and I don't really want to be remembered as an addict. I'm leaning toward suffocation via helium, but how? I can't pressurize. Sequester a small space? A tent? Lifetime supply of duct tape? Another route? Any ideas?