It's funny that we spend our entire lives worrying about how fragile our bodies are, but now that I've decided to CTB, I'm worried about my body being too tough
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
So true, but its odd that, isn't it.
mesohappy
Cat piss sammich??
- Jan 10, 2020
- 674
Ive thought about stopping eating and drinking completely to weaken myself so that I will be so frail and sickly when the time comes maybe Ill go easier.My diet and self care regimen has been pretty shit lately anyway.Besides the discomfort might give the final push to go through with it..Or it may cause such disorientation that it results in some kind of flub..(Overthinking is a biyaatch,aint it?).
Oh man, don't I know it.. I have really bad anxiety, so I've pretty much managed to convince myself that I'll survive every time I think of a new method. Lol
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
It's also ironic when people are private with their information. I wish truly serious about this would post phone number to call. I also think it's ironic when people are on a budget or talk about doing cbt in home and don't give home away to someone who needs it. I hate the selfishness that I see in myself.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
I've been severely debilitated by my illness, and yet I'm still tough as a bat. Genetics ... or just the human condition. It's simply way harder to die than cartoons & movies lead us to believe.
silvermoon
In search of peace
- Feb 7, 2020
- 18
Some
Nice one. Some experts are still going to say that depressed people like us don't have humor.
I know, right? It's frustrating that everyone conjurs up images of cowards who "don't want to deal with life" or people who are emotional wrecks and do something impulsive. I read an article of a girl who CTB because she was suffering from anxiety and depression. Unfortunately her mother was one who found out this site and tore it to shreds. She saw her daughter as someone who would definitely be "saved". I remember her referencing some of the replies and they were the typical "good luck, hopefully it works" and "I hope you find your peace" saying that it was evil coercion. No one ever sees us as people who understand that this is just one step in a long journey. And there's nothing wrong with admitting that you're having a terrible time in one particular realm and would like to move to the next.
Throwmyselfaway
Not gone yet but soon
- Jan 14, 2020
- 798
Good point. Otherwise oding on otc drugs would be easier. Or we could manage to place the rope right or hit the vein right.
