Caribbean Sky
Experienced
- Apr 15, 2024
- 299
I am making this thread too vent about an ongoing worry that's going inside of my head
I made a post about this before, saying that I was probably completely overreacting given that I have more than eight hours on a given day alone to ctb, but decided if I could give myself 24 to 48 hours in a hotel, that would eliminate any risk. Seems like a well thought out idea, right?
The problem is, I don't really have the resources (money) to do this feat, even though it's been several weeks since I decided to stay in a hotel to do it.
A neurological condition involving a rapidly growing cyst on a brain among other things is what's making an easy almost thoughtless task like this so hard, just going from zero to obtaining the resources (money) I need to do it.
It's extremely frustrating. However, I do think I have found a way to reach that goal and take off to a hotel somewhere and do it. but now for the problem of this post -
i'm pouring weeks of necessary effort into getting money that I'm gonna spend all in one place to go on this little "vacation" and ctb. What if I can't account for something that goes wrong? What if I back out too soon?
Imagine all that hard work being poured down the drain. I don't know what I do.
Basically after three weeks of effort getting closer and closer to that goal means that I would've 100% no backing out having to account for every risk do it for certain.
so I really feel like it would be wise to account for the risk. Meaning, I need a steady stream of income that can get me back on my feet and readjust my plan. I'm a little bit worried about a flight risk.
and that's the problem. Now that regular work has become too hard for me, I need ideas on how to account for this problem. If I have to wait any longer, I'm just gonna risk it and do it where I am.
I just. I don't know. If anyone has a few really good ideas for an extra hundred or few thousand dollars I could get. That could comfortably cover any risk and still enable me to do what I can do. feel free to comment if you have an idea.
I made a post about this before, saying that I was probably completely overreacting given that I have more than eight hours on a given day alone to ctb, but decided if I could give myself 24 to 48 hours in a hotel, that would eliminate any risk. Seems like a well thought out idea, right?
The problem is, I don't really have the resources (money) to do this feat, even though it's been several weeks since I decided to stay in a hotel to do it.
A neurological condition involving a rapidly growing cyst on a brain among other things is what's making an easy almost thoughtless task like this so hard, just going from zero to obtaining the resources (money) I need to do it.
It's extremely frustrating. However, I do think I have found a way to reach that goal and take off to a hotel somewhere and do it. but now for the problem of this post -
i'm pouring weeks of necessary effort into getting money that I'm gonna spend all in one place to go on this little "vacation" and ctb. What if I can't account for something that goes wrong? What if I back out too soon?
Imagine all that hard work being poured down the drain. I don't know what I do.
Basically after three weeks of effort getting closer and closer to that goal means that I would've 100% no backing out having to account for every risk do it for certain.
so I really feel like it would be wise to account for the risk. Meaning, I need a steady stream of income that can get me back on my feet and readjust my plan. I'm a little bit worried about a flight risk.
and that's the problem. Now that regular work has become too hard for me, I need ideas on how to account for this problem. If I have to wait any longer, I'm just gonna risk it and do it where I am.
I just. I don't know. If anyone has a few really good ideas for an extra hundred or few thousand dollars I could get. That could comfortably cover any risk and still enable me to do what I can do. feel free to comment if you have an idea.
